A/N: Some smut! Skip "First Time?" if you don't like that.
enjoy!
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The Present Day (March, 2023)
Hot Chocolate
Your POV
I can't believe that after all these years she remembered that I don't like coffee. It's not that I don't like caffeine, don't get me wrong, I just don't like the taste of those strongly scented beans. Plus I've always kind of been a sucker for chocolate anyways.
I don't know why I'm thinking about that. It was like the least important part of what happened there.
I can't believe that I've been so mad at her all these years. I was the one who had gotten up and did not let her explain. Maybe if we would have talked it out, if I would have let her explain, if I would have stayed, if we would have told each other exactly what we meant, or even if I would have tried to fix things with her even after I left that cold breezy night in Brooklyn, then maybe, maybe, I wouldn't have lost the love of my life.
I had spent all these years blaming Reneé for how things ended, believing that it was
exclusively her fault that things had ended without even considering her side of the story. She was just trying to protect me, and sure, her poor judgment and choice of words had been what triggered the breakup, but it had been in a misguided belief that it would be better for me. She was insecure. That she wasn't good enough for me. And that happens in relationships and what I should have done is hugged her, let her wrap her arms around me and breathe in her lavender scent, let her cry, let myself cry, and promise to help make things right. Instead of just walking away in the heat of the moment, taking my stuff, blocking her number and booking the next flight to Massachusetts.
Really, it had been both of our faults.
But it was certainly easier to blame her, wasn't it?
And when she shook my hand, I felt the tantalizing shock of our chemistry wash all over me. And I couldn't help but remember how in love with her I was.
The Past (July, 2019)
First Time?
Your POV
I twist my key into the lock of my apartment and as soon as I step inside, Reneé closes the door behind her and pushes me against the wall, kissing me hungrily. We move around my apartment –still kissing, like if we were to separate then we would never be able to kiss again– and we kiss on my couch, on my kitchen counter, even on my dining room table until finally making it to my bed.
We spend at least an hour just kissing, letting our tongues explore the deep crevices of each other's mouths before Reneé starts kissing my neck and leaving little red marks, which cause me to whimper in response.
"Oh my god." She murmurs, pulling away from me for a second, breathlessly. "If you make those kinds of sounds, I will not be able to control myself."
"So don't." I giggle.
She smirks and pushes me underneath her, taking off my shirt and my bra as well as her own. She kisses my chest all over, garnering soft moans from me, as her tantalizing tongue starts to explore my nipples. I feel my back arch itself slightly, my body succumbing to Reneé's touch. In that moment, there is nothing I want more than to feel Renee's body on me, feel her warm soft skin pressing against mine as she trails my body with her mouth. I need her to stop teasing me, I need her to give me everything she's got. Everything
"Wait." I pant and she stops, looking at me.
"I've never done this before. With a girl, I mean."
"Okay." She murmurs, leaning into kiss my lips and smile sweetly. "I'll be gentle."
She starts massaging my breaths while continuously kissing my neck, sucking and leaving marks in her wake. I can't help but grip her hair as we kiss, my movements sloppy with pleasure. She leaves my mouth and starts to suck on my nipples which causes moans to overflow from my mouth as she draws circles along my areolas.
"More." I moan softly, strands of her hair tightly held in between my fingers. "Please." I gasp as she sucks extra hard in a moment.
"Good girl." She murmurs as she listens to my moans, clearly pleased with herself at being able to make me feel that way. She stops kissing my chest and instead moves to my thighs, pulling off my pants and throwing them on the floor.
"Are you ready my girl?" She says, smiling expectantly as I widen my legs for her.
"Yes." I whisper softly and as soon as I say that she starts kissing me. She traces my entrance with her fingers while kissing all my thighs all over, sucking on my skin hard. She uses one hand to tease me and the other to make sure my legs are wide open for her to eat out. Her mouth quickly moves to my clit as she starts sucking and licking all over which causes me to almost scream in pleasure as I bite down on my lip.
"Oh fuck! I'm going to cum." I moan as she speeds up her movements on my clit. At this statement she is on me again, this time our faces inches away, pulling herself away from my vagina.
"What- what are you doing?" I ask and she smiles.
"I want you to look at me when you cum." With that, she starts pumping her fingers inside of me, to which I let out moans that seem to fill up my entire apartment. Everytime the pleasure gets too much and I close my eyes, she tilts my head slightly to look at her. She starts pumping in and out of me until I come, all over her fingers.
"You look so beautiful my girl." She murmurs as she removes herself from me and cradles me in her arms as we both pant.
"You're- you're good." I pant, not yet being able to catch my breath.
She smirks and kisses my forehead. "Glad you had a great first time."
The Present Day (March, 2023)
Back to Reality
Your POV
But that was the past. I think as I park my car right next to my house. Right? Right.
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A/N: REGINA GEORGE X READER FIRST PART IS OUT NOW! It's called "Get In Loser" and is on my profile! For every two to three chaps I post here I'll try to do done over there.
YOU ARE READING
What Can I Do? (renee rapp x reader)
RomanceYou and Renee were young and naive and so it ended. But what happens when you are both cast in the same Broadway show --turned movie-- that ignited your love?
