College Girl Gone Bad!

29.

I woke up on top of Bagg and looked around.

I rolled over checking my phone and I saw Foxx had texted me Goodmorning.

I sighed and rolled back over laying on his chest.

He wrapped me in his arms and I just laid there staring. It was too much on my mind right now.

"Thanks for coming." I heard him say making me look up at him.

He still had his eyes closed.

"You know it's not an issue." "I know." I pecked his lips making his eyes open.

He smiled instantly putting a smile on my face.

"What?" I asked.

"None. Just Monitized." I laughed. "Boy what?" "Like Hypnotized but in yo trance."

I was tripping.

"I like that." "I bet you do."

He grabbed me pulling me into his chest. I played in his hair.

"You going to the trap today?" I asked. "Nah. Gotta go check on my sisters so I'm finna head back home for a week or so."

I instantly got sad. "A week?"

"Yeah and we gone bury her where she was raised." "I know you got to but imma miss you." "Come with me."

"You know I can't just leave right now."

"Aint nobody stopping you." "You know it is." He smacked his lips.

"Okay." "Don't do that."

"Aint none else to say Monii. Ian finna keep wasting time." "So I'm a waste of time." "You know that's not what I mean.

Why would I keep trying to be with you if you don't want me just as much.

Like it's confusing as fuck and I'm just tired."

"Cause I did want you Bagg.

I got jumped by hoes for you. Killed a man for you a few times. Like you had my heart you the one that cheated and fucked up my trust."

"This what this about?"

"Duh." "Monii you cheated on me with Foxx I thought we was even."

I laughed.

"It was never about getting even. All I wanted was an apology and a changed man. You didn't change until I became something you couldn't have. I was always ready for you."

He stared at me.

"See what I'm saying." "Ion know what you want me to say."

"I just told you. An apology and a changed man." He sighed. "I'm not gone apologize for sleeping with her Monii or what I did cause I'll be lying."

I rolled my eyes.

"So what's the point of this?"

"I'm me. Not saying I can't give you a changed man cause I'm doing that now but yesterday is history.

I did it. I ain't regret it while I was doing it cause if I did I wouldn't have done it.

So apologizing would just be for you.

I was wrong I admit that.

I shouldn't have done it especially knowing how close we were getting but I was dumb and catching feelings too fast so I ran.

That's what I do. It's how I survived."

I wiped my tears.

"I get what you're saying and thank you for being honest. I am healed from that if I wasn't I wouldn't be here. I love you and I wanna get right for real this time."