Broken Stories

Ok

Ok

I just read everything,

I stopped at the part you were telling about your best friend.

Why? Because I cried and couldn't and still can't stop.

I think I've never felt like this ever before.

Hate, betrayal, broken, hurt, sad, crushed, etc.

But I understand. You're right.

But let S. swear she will never ever talk about you when I'm near, and delete everyone from my family except for S.

So my mom won't ask me the question she asks everyday:

'Why don't you talk to N & V anymore?' And all I can say is: 'I'm busy, they are busy.' Even tough we both know this isn't the reason.

Haha my friend wanted to come with me to your place, because I don't want to go alone, but yeh.

She's an amazing friend. She even waited for me when I met you again after all the drama.

I just wished I was her #1.

But I'm not.

No ones.

Not my moms, not my dads. No one.

There are two girls who keep me alive, who make me feel alive.

My sister K. My best friend L.

You too. Used to.

But ok.

I'm done.

It was just hard to read that.

But it's ok.

I've read a lot of things that hurt me too. You know what.

It's ok.

I will survive.

Haha right.