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A Woman? No! Maybe. (Chrissy/Kurt)

This is set directly after the winter showcase/the movie. Chris is Chrissy, Chris revealed that he is a guy, Marie hated his guts, Kurt tried to hurt him, Chris stood up for Kurt when Kurt's friends were being dicks, Kurt decided not to hit Chris and they're ok now.

Also, Marie is not in this but she does not want Chris because duh, her brother wants him. Oh, and Chris is gender fluid in this although he hasn't quite worked that out nor does he know what that is or means.

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'Oh, how I love being a woman!'

What can I say? Dressing up as a girl to hide from my bully was the best thing to ever happen to me. Even if it meant having his attention more of the time. Especially if it meant having his attention, the sweet kind. The changed kind. The best kind.

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"H-hey!" I hear behind me as I'm packing up my keyboard. I turn around to see a person in the shadows. They step forward to reveal Kurt rubbing the back of his head.

"Oh, uh, hey?" I say looking at him confused.

I stand up awkwardly as he looks me in the eyes before looking up at the ceiling. "I wanted to tell you, I, uh, liked your music. Different to that time you played for me. More soul and depth."

"Oh, thanks. Yeah, I... I used the CDs that you destroyed the first time we met. The skipping sound, yeah. They got pretty scratched up but I guess it worked out." I say, arms to my side awkwardly not knowing what to do with them.

"I'll buy you some new ones. I shouldn't have done that." He says, seemingly sincere.

"What? N-no, no need. I only brought them to use in my songs at school. I don't need them anymore. Or I mean I don't have any more ideas for them. Um, but thanks for offering." I say.

He nods as we stand like that awkwardly for a while. I clear my throat and he looks at me. "I'm sorry, but why aren't you, you know, being mean to me? I know you didn't beat me up, but this is kinda weird... Don't get me wrong! I'm glad you're not hitting me but I feel kinda unsure of what's happening right now."

Kurt laughs slightly before looking down. "I, hm? I guess I've changed. I think I have a certain girl, or uh, guy to thank for that."

He starts to move around uncomfortably "I, I don't know, I feel like I still want to, uh, get to know you? Yes, it was a shock, a very violent shock, when you revealed, you know. I mean I literally was blabbering about how you..." He gulps and takes a deep breath.

He looks up slightly and sadly looks into my eyes. I see his crimson cheeks before he looks back down at the ground. "How you were "the one". I full-heartedly was in love with you. And I was telling my closest people. So, it was safe to say I felt humiliated. But then you told everyone that you "tricked" me. You saved my image."

He looks up properly with false confidence. "I knew you were the same gir-um, person I fell for. I... I guess I just. I want to be nice to you." He explains and watches for my reaction.

I'm frozen. That was not what I was expecting. I don't know what I was expecting but it definitely was not a heartfelt confession? From Kurt Stark, the guy who beat me up the first day we met just because I stood up for my friend. I blink a few times. "Are you still in love with me?" I don't know why I asked that, it just came out but I felt my heart twinge in anticipation.

"I... I don't know, you know. I mean I'm straight but like I guess I still have leftover feelings. Are you sure you're not a girl?" He asks just as confused as I am.

I look at him and my brain goes blank again. 'This should be easy. I'm a guy, I was just dressed as a girl to hide from him. But I ended up spending a lot of time with him. And I did kinda like wearing those clothes. And I looked good, sometimes. I guess I liked being a girl, but that's probably because people treated me nicer and I-'