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A Woman? No! Maybe. Pt 2

"Julie! Julie?" I rush into her room. She looks up at me from her bed. "Oh good you're home. Wait why are you home? Doesn't matter right now. I need your help." I say closing the door and walking to her bed.

"Well, hello to you too brother." She says sitting up as I sit next to her.

"Yeah, about that..."

"Sister?" She looks at me confused but supportive.

"I don't know, maybe. How do you know you're a girl?" I ask.

"Well, I was born a girl." She says tilting her head.

"Yes, I know that. But like how does it feel?"

"I don't know, I guess I just know. I don't think I'd like to be a guy. Or even have people think I'm one. Why? Are you missing being Chrissy?" She turns her full body towards me.

I do the same and start playing with my hands. "I don't know. I mean it's only been a couple of days since I told everyone. I kinda can't go back now." She looks at me sadly.

I sigh and continue. "But someone asked me if I knew I wasn't a girl and it kinda broke me. It should be straightforward right? I'm a guy, no doubts but there are doubts. One big one, what if I am? I mean I feel like a guy, I'm definitely biologically one. But yet I liked being a girl, how people treated me, wearing makeup and dresses. I just don't know. I kinda of want to be a girl but like not 100% which is bad right? How can I not know my own gender?" I sigh again holding my head in my hands.

She nods in thought for a moment before speaking. "Ok, well you could be both..." She says.

"That's an option?" I say surprised.

"Yeah, I read about it. Gender fluid or something like that. It's not widely accepted as a real gender but apparently, in the gay communities it is recognised as one." She says trying to remember.

I laugh slightly. "About that also..." I say looking down. I look up to see her raising an eyebrow. "How do you know if you like a guy?" I ask shyly.

"You like a guy?" She asks way too peppy. I look back down and shrug. "Oh-ho, my god!" She laughs lightly.

I look up at her scowling. "No, no, no! It's fine I promise. I support you 100% with both things. It's just this is so out of left field."

"Right, but that day you found me going to school dressed as a girl wasn't it?" I ask.

"Well, you did used to wear my costume dresses. So it was a surprise but not unexpected. This, however, is new. When did this happen, how?" She explains.

I shrug again. "I don't know if it has, I mean I guess it has. It just did? Or maybe like months ago? And I'm only realising now? If I even do. I'm so confused. I mean I enjoyed the kiss once my brain turned off." I say smiling slightly remembering the kiss.

She chokes on her spit. "I'm sorry! Kiss? You kissed a guy?"

"Yeah, well I mean technically it wasn't our first kiss." I say not really paying attention to what I'm saying.

"You've kissed him before?"

"Well he kissed me both times but I kissed back this time." I say as I look at her shocked face. "What?"

"Chris! You're telling me you've had separate kisses on separate days with the same guy and you don't know if you like him?" She asks.

I blush, realising all I've confessed to. "I, uh. Yeah." I fidget with my hands again.

"Wait, but your first kiss would have been when you were Chrissy but today you were Chris... He must really like you!" She says thinking. I shrug before a few moments pass. "WAIT! Didn't that guy Kurt kiss you? Yeah, I remember you washing your mouth out. I don't see you doing that now." She says smirking.