𝓗𝓲𝓼 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪

Chapter 9

All of the pack was at Harry's house. I looked around and my brother wasn't there. I walked over to Embry and Sam
"Where's Jake?" I asked
"He took Bella home" Embry replied
"She tried killing herself" Sam said
"What the hell" I shook my head
I looked over at Leah who looked uncomfortable. She had this look in her eyes like she was overwhelmed with emotions and they were taking over. She ran outside and we all followed her. She fell to the floor screaming and I knew what was happening. I looked over at Embry and Sam with worry. She screamed out in agony loudly as all of her family watched her phasing. She was in pain for over 10 minutes and then she finally phased. She looked around in fear and I heard her howl before she ran off. I jumped and phased in mid air before running after her. We ended up at the cliff where Embry told me the vampire was last seen.
"Why is this happening?!" she screamed
"Hey look at me. It's me Nova. We're gonna get through this. You need to calm down. Please just breath..."
Before I could finish my sentence someone ran into me causing me to fly. I crashed into a tree and fell to the floor whimpering in pain. I looked at what hit me and it was another wolf but it wasn't one of the boys. I was in so much pain.
"I'm so sorry Nova!" the boy exclaimed
"Seth?" I yelled

After the siblings phased back we sat in their living room. Seth was the first of the tribe to shift at a young age. He was only 14. I was worried it would mess up his life early on since he didn't know how to control it and because he was younger it was gonna be way harder for him.

It's been 2 weeks since Harry passed and the Clearwaters phased. Today was Harry's funeral. I wasn't ready to let him go. Since it's happened me and Leah have gotten as close as ever but I blame myself for what happened. I was supposed to be patrolling that day but instead I was busy dealing with what happened with my sister. I could've protected him from the vampire. I hated that I wasn't there for him. I snapped out of it when Embry called my name. I looked at him as he zipped up my dress. I put on my heels and he put my necklace on. It was the one Harry got me for my birthday. He said it was one of a kind. We got into the car and drove to the place. They had put his body into a canoe and expected his close ones to make a speech. Me, Seth and Leah were doing the speech and then lighting it on fire before releasing it. It was my turn
"I honestly hate that i'm up here talking about Harry in this circumstance but I believe Harry would want his life to be celebrated. Harry was the first person to hold me after my mom gave birth cause my father was holding my twin. I've always felt misplaced in my family and Harry always welcomed me with open arms into his. When I first phased I called Harry scared and told him everything. I was the first female shifter and instead of yelling at me or looking at me different he was proud of me. He used to tell me I was one of a kind and treated me like his daughter. I always admired how well he balanced his family. Even with me coming around all the time he managed to make me and his actual kids feel loved. He was even there when I imprinted. He walked me through it and everything else. If it wasn't for him I don't know where i'd be right now. I wouldn't be the person I am today without the Clearwaters. As sad as it is that he won't be around anymore. I'm glad to have known him for 16 years and I thank him for being my father figure. This is for you Harry. I love you" I cried
We lit up the boat and let it loose. We lit up lanterns and let the go. I couldn't stop crying. I feel like I lost my best friend. He was the only person I had as a parent. After my moms death my dad was taking care of my other siblings while Harry was taking care of me. He was the one making sure I didn't stop my life. Now he's gone and I feel like I don't have a parent anymore. Emily came over and hugged me tightly. She kissed my forehead
"Hey. You ready to go home honey?"
"Am I ever gonna be okay?"
"I know you said he was a parent to you and I know it hurts baby girl. Me and Sam are here for you no matter what. You live with us now and we're gonna make sure your always okay. We'll protect you like your our kid. We'll be the ones who act parental for you. I know your dad doesn't do much for you but you don't need him when you have us. The situation is gonna hurt for a while but I promise it'll get better and we're gonna be here every step of the way. I love you Nova" She hugged me tightly as I started crying on her. I'm so glad I met her. She's like the big sister I never had. She's been there for me more than my own sisters. I'm happy I found a new family who treats me like I belong
"I love you too Em" I hugged her tight
"Let's go home sweetheart. We could cook your favorite dinner and have a movie night while the boys patrol" She said with soft eyes
"You know me so well"

published February 9 2024