Chapter 51
Song Anan had decided to confess her feelings. But not now, she would wait until after her 18th birthday.
Actually, after realizing her feelings for Pei Kuang, she already had this idea in mind. Maybe it was the influence of the family environment from her two lifetimes, but in Song Anan's mind, liking someone was pure and passionate.
If you like someone, you should let them know. There's nothing to hide.
Her earlier hesitations stemmed mainly from uncertainty about her own feelings. She didn't have experience in this area or anyone to ask.
She was also afraid that acting rashly would complicate their relationship.
Although she would sometimes hear her dorm mates discuss relationship tips, saying that girls can take initiative but shouldn't confess first.
Song Anan thought about it a lot but still didn't really understand. She was the one who developed feelings first, how would the other person know if she didn't say it?
After all, their relationship was different. He had always treated her as a nominal elder, but an actual younger sister.
If this layer of their relationship wasn't clarified, there really would be no chance.
As for why she chose after turning 18, it was because Pei Kuang had said before that underage relationships were illegal!
Although far-fetched, Song Anan didn't want this to become an excuse for him to reject her.
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After final exams, university students entered winter break. Song Anan returned to City S.
Song Linchuan had been away filming. He rushed back from the crew on New Year's Eve afternoon. Although he had to rush back on New Year's Day, they still got to spend the holiday together as a family.
That night after dinner, the family watched the Spring Festival Gala and stayed up for the new year.
After the clock struck midnight, Song Anan received Pei Kuang's new year blessings.
He had spent the Spring Festival with the crew. Although their crew also had the 30th and 1st off like Song Linchuan's, Pei Kuang chose to stay with the crew.
Song Anan tried inviting him to City S for New Year's, but was declined.
He politely declined, saying he didn't want to impose, but probably felt like an outsider intruding on their family time.
Song Anan didn't insist, afraid to make him uncomfortable.
After winter break, Song Anan returned to school.
She distributed the local specialties she brought back among her dormmates. Then she took out a calendar from her luggage and put it on her desk.
Cheng Ke happened to walk by and couldn't help but say in surprise, "Anan, what's this? 78 days, what kind of countdown is this?"
Song Anan pursed her lips. "Countdown to adulthood."
This was a countdown calendar she had custom made over break.
There were 78 days until her 18th birthday.
And on that day, besides becoming an adult, she had another very important thing to do.
After careful thought, she couldn't really consider this a confession. At most, it was a declaration of her feelings.
After all, didn't confessions expect an immediate response from the other party? But she knew Pei Kuang didn't have feelings for her that way currently.
