The Power Of Ink

ruin

I hate you.
You've destroyed my life,
Teared it into pieces.

Shattered my heart,
With a hammer,
Over and over again.

I was a kid,
A small kid who knew nothing about the world.
You scarred me for life,
Leaving me with nightmares.

I get disgusted by hearing your name,
I am disgusted of myself in your presence,
And most of all I'm disgusted, utterly disgusted as to how you could do that.

What are you? A monster?
A heartless bastard?
Couldn't you feel atleast a little shame?
Atleast now?

You still have the audacity to show up all the time,
Adding salt to my scars.
It burns,
Every single day.

Why don't you leave me alone?
I was a happy, joyful, soulful kid.
Yet you, you ruined me!

I wish you all the worst things in life,
You don't deserve to be happy after what you did but

I don't mean that,
I don't want someone to suffer because of me but then I think,

Didn't he ruin you?
What he did will haunt you for life,
You still don't want that for him?

My heart is fragile,
It breaks every single minute of my existence.
It gets harder every single second,
All because of you.

Yet here I am, not wanting bad to happen to anyone because of me.

What is happening?
What do I want?
I'm lost.
So lost.

Someone help,
Get me out of this dark hole.

I don't wanna live,
But then I want to.

What's happening?
I am confused.

He ruined me, it's all him.

It's all cuz of him.

He broke me.

He left me in pieces.

Fuck him.

Fuck him.

Fuck him.
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