The Power Of Ink

the thought of death

the thought of death
Comes more often in mind
Than I'd like
When I see a fruit
"Ah, I should cut it up. Or rather I could cut my wrists and die."
When I see a vegetable
"Ah, I should cut it up. Or rather I could cut my wrists and die."
When I'm near the kitchen
"Ah, there's a knife. I should pick it up and cut my wrists and die."
When I see my parents fight
"Ah, I should take a knife and cut my wrists and die."
When someone comments on how fat I've got
"Ah, I should cut this extra flesh off. I should cut my wrists and die."
When my chest hurts
"Ah, i should cut my wrists and die, then the pain wil be gone."
To everything in life
"Ah, I'm just a burden anyway. I'll cut my wrists and die."