be my valentine? (park sunghoon)

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Valentine's day was coming up and your boyfriend still hadn't asked you to be his Valentine. You wondered if he just hadn't gotten to it but honestly, you were doubtful that he would even ask you.

Lately, you've felt that he was being a bit distant. He's been working a lot lately which, of course you knew wasn't his fault, but it wasn't that, that had you feeling this way. It was the way that whenever he was home, it was almost like he didn't even acknowledge you.

Okay, that might be seen as a little dramatic in reality, but it was how you were feeling.

Today was no different than things had been between you guys recently. He got home, gave you a simple greeting and a peck on your lips before going to shower. He'd then sit with you at the dining table and eat in silence. You'd try to initiate conversation but he wasn't putting much energy into actually holding the conversations. After dinner, he'd silently help you clean up before going to the couch and scrolling on his phone. Desperate for some time with him, you'd sit next to him but it was as if he didn't even notice you were there as he scrolled through his phone. A little later in the night, you guys would get into bed, you'd desperately cuddle against him before falling asleep. When you woke up, he was gone, already at work, and the cycle would repeat.

Today, you had honestly just had enough. You were sat on the couch when you heard the front door open. You walked over to the door and Sunghoon greeted you with a "hello" and a kiss like usual before heading to the bathroom to shower.

You prepared a nice dinner, nicer than usual because you were really starting to get desperate at this point and when Sunghoon came out, hair wet and in pajamas, it was as if he hadn't even noticed your effort.

This time, you didn't even bother attempting at starting a conversation with him, feeling as if there was no point. Sunghoon then helped you clean up dinner afterwards and went to the couch, scrolling through his phone.

You walked over to him and sat next to him. He continued to scroll through his phone. Usually, you would scroll through your phone as well but today, you had no desire in doing so. After a little while, Sunghoon turned to you, "You okay, babe?" He asked.

You furrowed your eyebrows. Something about it just made you pissed off. Obviously, you weren't okay. Why would you be? You've felt completely neglected by him for the past almost two weeks. Your efforts to connect with him have seemingly been completely ignored. You were starting to wonder if he even loved you anymore. You weren't even worried about him asking you to be his Valentines before Valentine's day anymore, you were more worried about him asking you to break up before Valentine's day at this point.

"Do you even love me anymore?" You blurt out. Sunghoon's eyes widen a little. Before he could even respond, you got up and stormed off to your bedroom. You went to your bed and buried yourself under you covers, your back facing Sunghoon's side of the bed. You then felt yourself start to sob.

Due to your sobbing, you hadn't even noticed the sound of the bedroom door opening, you only had realized your boyfriend has entered the room when you felt the blanket lift up a little and the bed sinking a bit behind you. Sunghoon's arms wrapped around you before you could even react, him pulling you tightly against him.

You then feel him start to press soft kisses to the back of your head and to the nape of your neck. Your sobs calmed down and now, you were just silently crying. Once Sunghoon had noticed you'd calmed down a little, he spoke.

"You think I don't love you anymore?" He asked even though he didn't expect a response since he knew you were still upset. "I... I know that I've been distant lately. I mean, I didn't really notice it then but I realize it now. I've- I've just been working a lot and have been very tired but that isn't an excuse, trust me. I just- there's no excuse. I never wanted to make you feel like I didn't love you anymore. I love you so much and I don't think I could ever love anyone else. No, I know I couldn't." Sunghoon explains. "I just... I really never wanted to make you feel this way." He then softly repeats.

You sit there in silence for a moment as you take in what he said. "You never asked me to be your Valentine." I softly tell him.

"Honey, I thought you knew I wanted you to be my Valentine." Sunghoon softly says as he brushes some hair out of your face. "I... I should've asked you though. I've asked you to be my Valentine for the past three years of us being together, I should've asked you this year as well." Sunghoon sighs, disappointed in himself for being so forgetful.

"It's okay." You softly tell him, seeing how clear it was that he was upset at himself for it.

"It isn't, baby. It isn't." Sunghoon tells you. You then just lay there together in silence for a few moments, "I know this might not be the right time but Y/n, will you be my Valentine?" Sunghoon asks.

You can't help but smile, finally hearing the words that you've been wanting to hear, "Yes." You respond.

He lets out a relieved sigh before leaning in and kissing you. Thing was, it wasn't anything like the kisses you guys had been sharing lately. It was long, deep, and passionate. Sunghoon had wanted to make up for his quick pecks he's been giving you lately. He never wanted to make you feel neglected ever again.

After a while, you both pulled away, needing some air, "I love you so much." Sunghoon breathed out.

"I love you too, Hoon." You say with a soft smile.

He had finally asked you to be his Valentine and you guys both knew, that he would continue to ask you to be his Valentine for the rest of your guys' long life together. 

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