enhypen imagines/oneshots

self control (park sunghoon)

I was in the kitchen, silently cooking some dinner up for Sunghoon and I. Although, technically, there was no need for Sunghoon to eat human food, he always liked for me to cook for him and to eat dinner with me. It gave us time to talk and just bond. Besides, he knew I didn't like eating alone.

I was a pretty easily distracted person, so when I got distracted by a small sound when cutting some veggies and accidentally cut my finger, it wasn't too shocking.

I hissed in pain as I dropped the knife, my other hand instinctively going to my finger as I held my finger. "Ow." I quietly whined to myself.

Sunghoon quickly came to the kitchen, hearing me even if I was being quiet due to his supernatural hearing.

"What happened, baby?" Sunghoon asked as he came behind me. He looked down and saw the blood. His eyes turned dark and his mouth and throat suddenly felt dry.

"I got distracted and accidentally cut myself." I explain, noticing his darkened eyes and the way he was shaking. "I- I can take care of it myself. It's fine." I say quietly as I step away from him.

"Come here." He says, trying his hardest to hold back as he leads me to the sink, turning the water on, putting his finger under the water to check the temperature before putting my finger under the water, washing out the cut.

He watched as the water washed the blood off of my skin and out of the cut and down in the sink and down the drain. The smell was too good. He shook his head, furrowing his eyebrows once he realized his fangs were out now.

He didn't say a word before leaving the room and going to your guys' bedroom, locking himself in there.

I turned the water off and went to the bathroom, taking out a band aid from the first aid kit and putting it over my cut. I then went back to the kitchen to clean up the knife and finish up dinner but I couldn't stop thinking about my boyfriend who was still locked up in the room.

Once I finished making dinner, I made my plate before hesitating to make Sunghoon's, not knowing if he was still going to eat with me.

I then go over to our bedroom door and knock on it, "Are you still gonna eat with me, Hoon?" I ask.

A few seconds go by before he responds, "Yeah. I'll be out in a minute."

I just nod to myself, sighing before going to bring the plates to the dining table. I sit at the table and wait for Sunghoon to come out, not eating yet.

Two-ish minutes later, I hear our bedroom door unlock and open and out came Sunghoon. He walked over to the table and just sat at his seat.

I give him a small smile and he gives me one back, just to comfort me. "Are you okay, baby?" Sunghoon asks as he looks down at my bandaged finger.

"Yeah, I'm okay now." I tell him. There's a few seconds of silence, "Are you?"

He looks down at the food, "I'm fine." He passively says as he takes a bite of the food I made.

Neither of us really speak for the rest of dinner.

Later in the night, I lie next to him in bed. I cuddled up against his cold body, looking up at my boyfriend who looked zoned out.

"Sunghoon, are you okay?" I ask again.

"I'm fine, baby." He responds, looking over at me.

"Don't lie." I pout.

He sighs, "I'm sorry. I just don't want to scare you."

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"I nearly lost all my self control earlier." Sunghoon tells me. "I almost hurt you." He softly says, shamefully.

I take in his words, "Oh," I say. "Well, you didn't. Right?" I try to reassure him. "You controlled yourself. Thank you." I tell him.

He brings his hand to my head, combing his fingers through my hair, "I wish it wasn't this way. I wish I could've just been a normal boyfriend who could be there to take care of you."

"But you did." I say, thinking about how he brought me to the sink to wash it out before leaving.

"Barely." He coldly says.

I sigh, "It's okay, Hoon."

He lets out a groan, "Thank you," He tells me. "For loving me, even like this."

"I'll love you no matter what." I say.

"I will too, baby. I'll love you, only you, always you." Sunghoon says before leaning down and kissing me.

And he truly meant that.