WHAT in the EARTH SHATTERING logic did I just do?! What I wanted to continue doing?!
I just kissed Xaden Riorson. Kissed. With my mouth..on his.. making out.. If he would've requested anything I would've gave it to him..
I shake my head, hitting it lightly with my hand. I hate myself.
I hate myself..yea.. Because I hate him.. He's controlling, and an ass, a jerk, a smartass, cocky, arrogant, a great kisser-
NO!
" Dammit Freya.." I mumble to myself. In all the mistakes I made this one tops the damn..multi-teared cake.
What worse, I kissed the son of Fen Riorson who killed my brother. Killed, and I kissed him..and liked it. If I could, if Xaden didn't tell me to leave..I'd still be down there, I'd be wherever he was for the night. I'd be possibly waking up next to him..
I shiver at the thought, thinking about how I might kill Rhys myself.. I still have Andarna.. Maybe I'll piss him off so much he'll burn me.. Dying seems a better option then waking up tomorrow.
I need to tell someone.. I need to tell Hetta..
I walk a little faster, so lucky she right next door. I bang on it with such urgency before I remember Liam is also next door..
I keep knocking, and knocking..Finally her door swings open looking a bit perturbed.. " Freya?" her eyes widen a bit. She looks around then looking back at me " What's wrong, where's Liam-"
I push her inside locking her door, " I did something really..really bad."
She stares for a few seconds before blinking again, " Are you..hurt.. Did you hurt someone? Again..where is Liam? He's supposed to be by you at all times!"
Maybe now I wish I did wake Liam... Actually no? With his looks and personality.. I might've been in his bed.. Even then, I think that would be better then kissing Xaden...
" He's in bed. Just..listen..please.."
She sighs, nodding. " You have my full attention."
I nod leaning back against the wall, " So I just woke up and I felt..strange like.. in a heat or something super, super weird.."
" Like heat..like hot..or heat like.." She gives me a look that means exactly what I think. I nod, " Yes, like both, hot and hot.."
She furrows her brows before they straighten, " Wait.. Liam is in bed so.. you and Liam...."
" No! NO.. Not Liam."
" Then Who?!" She pushes her eyes becoming more and more widened as she's getting interested in the story.
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The HalfBlood- FourthWing Fanfic
FanfictionFreya Sorrengail. The halfblood. Born different than her siblings she always stood out. Whether it was appearance or how she acted. When she gets thrown in the riders quadrant all she wants is to please her mother. But shes different. Everyone know...