Bumblebee x (Female) reader Dark Of The Moon

Goodbye

An officer had at some point come over to collect us as they needed everyone to leave the area, obviously for everyone's safety, seeing as a rocket was gonna launch.

They drove us to the base where they had the control room for the rocket. We had been allowed entrance to watch everything from their screens, but Sam said he didn't want to and had left us before any of us had a chance to say something. Mearing had turned to me, but I also turned down the offer. I told her I needed some time alone and had walked the opposite direction of Sam. I knew he probably needed some space as much as I needed it.

I walked to an open field close by. Looking in the direction I knew the rocket was gonna launch, I took a shaky breath, trying to keep myself calm. They had informed me that there was still a few minutes before the rocket would launch, so there was probably just a minute or so left by now.

There were so many emotions going on within me for my body to process. I felt angry, nervous, defeated, heartbroken and so on. I felt as if my entire world was about to fall apart and I had been too useless to do anything. Movement caught my attention and I looked out on the horizon to see the rocket finally launching.

The sun was setting behind the rocket, blinding me for a second, but I didn't care. I wasn't gonna look away for a moment. If this was my last chance to "see" the Autobots, I would keep my eyes on them at all times. The rocket was getting so high I was starting to lean backwards to look at it properly, but I never took my eyes off it. I was gonna keep looking at it until I could no longer see it. I was so laser focused on watching them, I didn't notice what was happening until it was too late.

Fire, smoke, an explosion, debris falling from the sky. I was frozen in my spot. My mind couldn't comprehend what I just witnessed. 'Optimus, Ratchet, Dino, Sideswipe, Brains, Wheelie, Bumblebee... Bumblebee...' Tears began flooding from my eyes. Memories began flashing in my mind. When we first met the Autobots, all the sleepovers I had with Bumblebee in our parents garage, every visit I had with the Autobots, the adventures, the battles and all the feelings along the way.

A whimper escaped my mouth as my legs began to wobble, but I barely noticed it as a scream tore itself from my throat. Collapsing on my knees I screamed once again. I screamed again and again and again, wrapping my arms around me as if it was gonna keep me from falling apart. But even then, I felt like my entire being was shattering. I had just watched all my friends get killed. My breathing was becoming short and heavy, like the oxygen around had disappeared. Like, no matter how much I tried to breathe, I just couldn't. My hands flew up to my hair, clawing and pulling at it. Another scream erupted from me before I started sobbing violently.. My face was stained with tears and it felt like my throat was gonna start bleeding soon from all the screaming and crying.

I was still crying loudly when I heard someone running towards me and I soon felt someone wrap their arms around me. "(Y/N)..." Sam muttered, making me snap out of hysteria. Turning to him with tears streaming down my face, I saw the fear in his eyes. "They have Carly."

I don't recall how I found the strength to get up, but soon enough I was running behind Sam towards Simmons in hopes that he could help. We found him soon enough and Sam pulled out his phone and showed it to him. "I need your help to track a phone call. There's a man on this phone. He's the head of their human operations, and he has Carly hostage." He explained to Simmons, while I was still trying to emotionally collect myself. Dutch took the phone and we all headed to one of the many labs they had here.

"The call was placed en route. I'm hacking into the phone's camera now." He explained to us, tapping away on the keyboard, while handing me a tissue for me to blow my nose from all the crying. I was a bit surprised by it but took it anyway with a quiet "Thank you." As to not disturb him too much. How this was the same guy that had almost shot several people at that bar, was starting to become a question for me.