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Isadora sat in the dimly lit bathroom, her breaths coming in shallow gasps as tears streamed down her cheeks. Blood dripped steadily from the fresh cuts on her wrists, staining the pristine tiles beneath her. Each slice of the blade brought a fleeting sense of release, a momentary reprieve from the suffocating weight of guilt that threatened to consume her.
Her mother's voice echoed in her mind, accusing and reproachful, a haunting reminder of the pain she had caused. "It's all your fault," the words whispered, a cruel mantra that reverberated through her fractured psyche. Isadora squeezed her eyes shut, trying to drown out the relentless voice of self-condemnation that plagued her every waking moment.
She had tried to bury her grief beneath a facade of strength, to carry on as if nothing had changed. But the truth was, the loss of her mother had left a gaping void in her heart—a void she feared would never be filled. And so, she sought refuge in the only solace she could find, the only respite from the relentless torment of her own mind.
As the pain of her self-inflicted wounds mingled with the ache of her shattered soul, Isadora closed her eyes and let herself sink into the darkness, welcoming the numbness that enveloped her like a shroud. For in that moment, the pain was the only thing that felt real—the only thing that made her feel alive.
Despite the storm raging inside her, Isadora masked her inner turmoil with a facade of false cheerfulness. She plastered on a bright smile, laughed at all the right moments, and played the part of the carefree Jedi Padawan with practiced ease. To the outside world, she was the picture of confidence and composure—a beacon of strength in the face of adversity.
But behind closed doors, when the facade slipped away, she was consumed by a darkness she dared not share with anyone. She couldn't bear the thought of burdening others with her pain, couldn't fathom exposing the raw vulnerability that lay beneath her carefully constructed facade.
Even in the presence of Anakin, the one person who had once been her closest confidant, Isadora maintained her charade of strength. She laughed at his jokes, bantered with him during training sessions, and pretended that everything was normal. But beneath the surface, the weight of her grief threatened to crush her, suffocating her with its suffocating embrace.
She longed to confide in Anakin, to unburden her soul and share the darkness that gnawed at her from within. But she couldn't bring herself to shatter the illusion of strength she had worked so hard to maintain. So she kept her pain hidden, locked away in the depths of her heart, and carried on with the facade of happiness she knew was nothing more than a fragile veneer. Isadora hastily wiped away the evidence of her pain, her movements frantic as she scrubbed at the faint traces of blood on her wrists. The bathroom floor felt cold beneath her as she struggled to compose herself, the weight of her sorrow pressing down on her with suffocating intensity.
As she rose to her feet, she was startled by the sound of the bathroom door creaking open. Anakin stood in the doorway, his brow furrowed in concern as his eyes darted over her disheveled appearance.