Surviving

Finding Myself

Leading Lorenzo on Dallas bike Killer and Hex riding with me we pull up to he Clubhouse as Hawk and Dallas come running out Dallas with a busted face and Hawk with a fat lip. I turn off the bike as Lorenzo parks next to me. Unsaddling the bike. Walking to the bikers with Lorenzo by my side " thank God your ok Colt l" Hawk says coming to hug ne but he scares me now I hide behind Lorenzo " pleas no" " not a good time Prez" he looks shocked Dallas tries to come over to me " N no no" I say still hiding I look up to the only man I feel safe with right now " pleas dont leave me Enzo" he smiles at " I won't turns out mom gave my custody of you ive got your room set up at my house how dose that sound" I nod happily I look up at him " your my dad now" he freezes then pull me into a hug " I'd love to be your dad now let's grab your bag and head to get you and your dogs settled ok" I nod " Lorenzo" Hawk starts " no Hawk you and Dallas put the club shit before your niece and as her father I won't allow it for this point on your not around to see her endless she says it's OK or ill pull her and me to mom's houes" Hawk looks stunded Lorenzo has always been the quite hard headed angry brother. I hand Enzo the keys and he hands them back to Dallas " here it's your bike I can buy my daughter her own she doesn't need to win one from her so called uncle" Dallas takes the keys with a sad face " I'll replace the seat" I say with my head down" " no if Dallas wants a new seat because of your dogs and protectors riding with you to keep you safe then he can replace it himself he shouldn't have gambled it away in the first place as the adult he should have know not to underestimate a someone befor he realy gets to know" I sigh and hug Enzo.

That night he loaded me up in his truck with my dogs and took me to my forever home. I've got my own room and I never will go hungry again. It's been a week and we haven't see Hawk or Dallas since that day I gained a dad. I stopped talking all the emotions of the two years on the streets has taken over my body. I'm scared of everything but my dogs and dad. But I don't talk. Dad has me seeing a therapist witch kinda helps she says now that I know I'm safe everything I put in thw back of my mind has suffered and this is my way of coping.

Waking up in my new room I get up and ues the bathroom. Then love on my dogs heading downstairs I feed Hex and Killer the sit down for breakfast with my dad " hey hunny how did you sleep" I give a thumbs up and he smiles at me " today I have to go to thw MC for church your going to have to come with me you don't have to talk or see anyone you don't want to if you want you ca hang out in my club house room while I go to the meeting then we will head out and I thought we could go shopping" I smile I love how he's always thinking of me first. I nod and we finished breakfast then we load up in the truck with Hex and Killer and head off to the MC.

Heading in the doors of the MC I sigh not sure how today's going to go " come on Colt" dad says as we walk over to Hawk I keep my head down " I'm going to let Colt stay in my Club room while we go to church" " that's fine Lorenzo she can stay in my office if she wants it locks and might be more comfortable then your smelly room" he says " what would you like Colt" dad asks me I put up two finger liking the office better it has a nice couch " ok office it is" dad says I'm lead to the office where I'm given dad's phone to play on.
      After an hour I got bored so I grabbed some papers I saw on the desk going to draw on them but notice the math on them taking a separate pice of blank paper I redo the math and rewrite the hole paper for a gun shipment. See as the MC was getting ripped off. After I finished that I layed it on top of the original paper and then start to draw.

Another hour later and dad and Hawk comesin dad looking pissed. " Colt I need you to come with us to church" I look at him scared I shake my head no but he sighs " I'm sorry Colt you have to" I sigh and point to Hex and Killer " prez can Colt bring her dogs they make her feel safe and keep her calm" " that's fine Hex has already been to church another time won't hurt" he chuckles. Following mu dad and Hawk we enter the doors and I take my poket knifes off m and put them in the bucket then take the pocket knifes hidden I'm Hex and Killers callors and put them into the bucket to. " you can sit in my seat" I nod and I go and sit in dad's seat with Hex. I see it's just Hawk Dallas Lorenzo and two men I haven't met yet but I can gusse who they are the two missing Reed brothers Dakota and Parker. " Colt meet the Reed Family you know me Dallas and Lorenzo now meet our brothers Dakota and Parker" I nod " what's this meeting about Hank I've got things to do and why is there some kid in your sacred church" " that brothers is your nice my daughter Colt Reed" dad says proudly " shit who gave you a kid Lorenzo" Parker asks " mom did" he gose stiff " mom died 2 years ago Lorenzo now why the fuck did you take a kid" " if you would let Hawk explain or mabey where around more offen then you would know what the hell is going on in the family " Dallas says pissed off " shut it Dallas you know why I left dick head" Parker yells back " fuck you Parker you shouldn't have left the family" " I didn't leave the family I went to find moms killer and how she died" " she was fucking shot dipshit " I cower scared Hex jumps up barking stopping the fight. " hey hunny shhhh it ok your safe" dad tells me as he hugs me " you all need to cool it your scaring Colt" Parker scoffs " then have her leave she has nothing to do with mom or our family" having enough I stand up " your mother was an amazing women I'm sorry there's a stick to fare up your ass for you to remember that. What happened to the Parker Miss Nelly told me about the little boy who ran around the yard in just his daddy's kutt making your moma giggle who later grows up and follows his dreams to be a cowboy. You may not want the biker life like dragon chose but I dam well that your mother would have your ass and boots if she knew you where throwing your family away. She was damed proud to see one of her sons going back to her roots now check your fucking self befor you loose this family and have your mother rolling in her grave" I yell at him sitting back down have found my voice my self again no one talks back about Miss Nelly. Parker looks shocked. " Hawk mind getting this over with dad promised to take me shopping was hoping I could convince him to get me a bike since Dallas is a sore looser" Hawk chuckles " good to have you back Colt" he smiles at me " I'm till pissed at you Uncle Hawk so watch your back" he smiles at me " noted and if your dad don't buy you a bike I fucking will ive got to spoil my neice" I smile at him " ok enough fighting I call the Reed family here today because a month ago younge Colt here came through our doors saying mom took her in and raised her from age 6 to 10 she was there she was shot and killed told us who killed her and why it took so long for her to find us so after 2 years on the streets with her dog Hex she finally found us and brought us notes from moma witch Parker and Dakota you'll get yours in a second the day Colt got here she said the words  the dragon lives. Dad told me long ago that when someone said thoues words to me that life it's self is going to change it being so long ago he said them to me I had to go through his old stuff he left to me apparently he made a deal with moma. Not sure how to explain it though long story short mom and dad decied that those words give everything left at a secret location only mom and dad know why but as mom told Colt here to say thoues words to me now us the last of the Reed family must take Colt to the location and go from there dad's lawyer will give Colt more information the day we head off"