Surviving

Going Home

Pulling up on Uncle Codas bike I take a deep breath. He parks the bike and I jump off running inside the MC. Throwing the door open I rush inside all the men look up at me and cheer but I'm looking for someone else's I look over to the doors to church and see there closesd "there in there Queen" a member says I thank him and run to the doors and throw them open. And there sits uncle Hawk, uncle Parker, Uncle Dallas, uncle Boomer and my dad. The hole room turns to me and I run to my dad and he opens his arms for a hug as I cry " I'm home dad I'm home" " thank the fucking devil" dad whispers as he hold me " how Colt" Hawk asks me " they let me go" he sighs " there's more to it then that and you know it" I sigh " I don't want to talk about it prez" " but we need to Colt the Duvares did everything in there power to keep you away from us" " I know and beating up Dilloin is a low blow on your end prez" he growls " watch it Colt" " no you wat h it dickhead you want to know why they let me go. Fine I turned dark I didn't smile I didn't talk endless it hurt someone and I beat there staff when they came near me ok it that what you want to hear they sent me home after they realized I was to much work after I tired to take my dam life" yhe room gose still " Colt" Hawk says " don't just don't" I turn to dad " take me home pleas daddy" he nods picking me up like I'm a toddler and we walk out of the MC to the MC truck and loading up in it I turn to dad " wheres Hex and Killer I realy missed them" " hunny Colt, um. Ok when you where taken the dogs went after you but got hit by a truck your uncle Hawk made us all leave to get them seen by a vet. Your uncle surly loves you Colt the dogs where rushed to surgery and are ok now but no one can get near them not anyone the vets wanted to put them down but your uncle Hawk dished out a lot of money to keep them there and a lot of pulling the MCs name to make sure they stayed alive for when you came home" I freeze for a moment as my anger gets the best of me I get out of the truck slamming the door and head to the back yard. My best friends needed me and I was kept from them. Here I was thunking they where ok " AHHHHHHHHHH"  I yell into the air as I pumle the poor red wood shed that holds the party shit " AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" over and over my fist hit the shed all I see is red. Red for the Duvares Red for not being there for my best friends FUCKIGN RED. I'm grab from behind and I swing at what where it is feelin my fist colid with flesh I just jeep swinging hitting flesh often flesh. My anger takes me over as my body gose full rage. Colt" I hear my name being called but I can't concentrate all I see is red. " COLT REED" I hear a booing voice yell with authority I look up and see Hawk. I just stand there still pissed " want to explain why your beating the shit out of my men" I growl. " you need something to bat the shit out of just say something and I'll help but taking your anger out on my men and that 60 year old shed is not ok do you hear me Colt Reed" Hawk tells me I smile at him " you called me a Reed twice" he chuckles " that's all you got out of this girl you've been a dam Reed since the day ma took you in since the day you and that dam dog of yours walked into church more armed then a soldier now want to tell me why a good portion of men hae split lips and black eyes" I look around and see uncle Parker with a bloody lip and black eyes along with uncle Dallas and uncle Coda and uncle Boomer who has a bloody nose and a couple other men who I hurt " I I'm sorry" " your fine Colt we are fine" Uncle Boomer tells me I sigh and look at uncle Hawk " I'm sorry" he sighs " it's OK now want to tell me what's going on" " dogs" is all I can whisper out and he nods " let's get you and the lot you beat up cleaned up and go see your hounds ok" I smile and jog inside to fine the doc

I find the doc at the pool table " hey doc your needed" he drops what he's going ad looks at me " oh thank God the rumors are ture your home now what's up " all my uncles but Hawk need fixed up ad my fist to" he looks at me shocked " what happend" " I got pissed and beat the crap out of everyone" he chuckles " remind me to stay on your good side"

Walking into the huge vets office we stop at the desk " hey Holly we are here to get Hex and Killer" she gose still " um I'll call the doctors now" we wait a bit and out comes 3 doctors all male " Hawk nice to see you again what bring you here for the 5th time this week" " we are here to take the dogs home" they pale " I advise against it Hawk as we have said befor thoues dogs are out to kill who gets to closes" " I know and I respect your opinion but you'll want to see this" yhe doctors shake there heads and lead us to a back fenced area I behind everyone they can't see me and the dogs go blistice trying to kill everyone " " as you can see they have gotten worse" the doc says but o don't listen I yell " MELLOW OUT" Hex and Killer look around and don't see me but calm down " back" I say and they move to the bak of the yard and I arpoch the gate they see ne and go nuts happily barking I smile and open the gate they both come running out and talkie me to the flground kissing me as I laugh. Finally I ca get up " Heel" I tell them and Hexs is on my right and Killer on my left " who the hell did you turn these dogs into puppies " I laugh " me and Hex have been buds since I was younge and Killer here was a gift and the best gift I ever got to, boy go shoe the docs you can be good dogs" they walk over loving on the vets as the vets go still " the won't hurt you" I look af Hex and Killer " Freind these vets are our friends you be nice for now on " " if anything happens again they'll be nice I promise"