Surviving

The Doors Life Gives You

Sitting in Hankly known to the biker world as Hawk office with Hex sleeping at my feet at I sit on he couch. My bag resting beside me. The door to the office opens and Boomer comes in " Hawk wants you in church" I nod getting up Hex by my side. Walking to the barn doors I take a deep breath outsiders arnt aloud in church but I guess things have changed like Miss Nelly said. Walking in the doors the room full of scary looking bikers go still staring into NY soul. Right in the door way I take my gun out of my waste band, alon with the revolver in my worn out boot and the knives I have hidden then bending down to Hex I take the to guns out of his pack and put all of the weapons in the box with the others Hawk smiles at me " dam that kid is more armed than this hole room" Dallas one of miss Nellys sons says " I take that as a compliment Dallas" he looks at me shocked " hu your moma would have your ass Dallas you told her you quite smoking March 23 2011" he gose pale " she took pride knowing you quite didn't want you to go down the same path as dragon his bad lungs took him away from her fare to soon and she was quite lonely" I tisk at him like Miss Nelly did. Taking a seat where Lorenzo sits see as he's late " you seem to know a lot about us kid" Hawk says I nod " more then I wish to know but I guess could be useful for black mail" he chuckles as the doors burst open and there stands a red eyed pissed off Lorenzo nodding at the prez then stares at me and Hex sitting in his chair. " move kid your mutt to" I chuckle " i was on time you where late and they way dragon ran things is if your late you stand but I do know that things have changed since then so prez may I sit or do I need to move" I ask Hawk he smiles at me " shes right brother dad's rules still stands. As will you" Lorenzo growls slamming his fist on the table startling me and Hex. Hex jumps up and growls as I shake. I may be smart when it comes to The Reed family and MC but the last year has scared me I pat Hexs back and we both get up and walk over to the wall and stand Hawk glares at his brother as he sits in his seat.

" ok everyone this kid walked into our MC today knowing things about the dragon and all of us Reed kids shes here to explain now" he nods at me
Taking a deep breath " Miss Nelly took me in at 6 years old after a friend of the dragon asked her to take care of me. I was in bad shape scrared of everything. She raised me as her own and taught me everything she knew. When I 10 years old one night gun shots rang out and she told me to take cover with Hex here who was a puppy gun shot where exchanged and when it stopped I heard an old Ford truck leave I cleared he houes like she tought me and I found the only person who loved me shot in the chest bleeding out. She told me to find her son Lorenzo that he'd take good care of me and to tell Hawk" I turn to him " she was shot and killed by the Cobras your fathers enime and some other things like to pack my bags and run but she died in my arms befor she told me where to find the lot of you till today almost 2 years later I've found you" the trusted men in this room are quite " why me why did mom tell you to find me" Lorenzo asks " not sure but I was to find you and under no circumstances was I to stay with anyone else" he sighs " by the way I'm Colt Reed and I'm almost 12" I walk over to the dish of weapons with Hex and grab our guns and knives and walk out of the room and out the doors of he MC needing alsome fresh air. Leaning against the building I fall to my but crying. I finally made it after all this time but will I be welcomed. Hex climbs in my lap and I cry into his fur. Knowing I'm here my body and mind have given up I barely ate I barely survived and the town over was not friendly as I whimper in pain. " I'm hear Miss Nelly I'm here. I give up now I can no longer survive" I tell the sky " shit Colt are you ok" Dallas asks bending down to me tears burn mu face " can I go with Miss Nelly now I've made it here like she asked can I give up yet Dallas" he cusses and picks me up as I wince walking back into he building " Hawk" he yells Hawk comes running over " shit I'll call the doc and let him know shes on her way there"

Laying in a clinic bed Hex on my right side sleeping. The doc comes in and smiles at me " hi hunny I'm Dixe and I'm the doctor for the MC" I nod and look away. I passed out after I was brought In and I know the doctor examined me. " no need to go into details Dixie. I know what's wrong with me" he rolls a chair next to my bed " and what might that be" she asks me still no looking at her " I'm under weight, dehydrated, I've got cuts old over my body that will scar. Bruises that will heal. And a heart condition. Last doc told Mei had 6 months to live that was 18 months ago. Figured after my mission to do as Miss Nelly asked was over my body would give up and I was right" I look over at Dixie and shes hot tears in her eyes but won't let them drop " I'm sorry hunny" " don't be I'm ready to be with Miss Nelly again. This world is a pain in the ass and I'm tired of getting the shit from it. " she sighs I sit up " can I go now" she nods I get up and get my glock seeing my revolver is missing. Heading out of the clinic and to the prezs office to get my bag. Walking in I see Lorenzo sitting at the desk holding my revolver " I see you found Dragons gun" he nods " its rightful your. I have no need for it anymore" grabbing my back pack I put it on and head to the door stopping " your mom was proud of all of you never stopped talking about you 5 but most of all she talked about you Lorenzo. She loved you dearly" with that I wall out twords the door almost out when " you leaving so soon Colt" Hawk asks me I turn to him " I did what was asked of me Hawk. No reason to stay" he sighs " your welcomed to stay you know" I nod " can I ask you for a favor Hawk" he nods " you name it" petting Hexs head I sigh " keep Hex for me pleas he needs a home regular meals and care" " why don't you both stay here and both get that care you both deserve" I sigh " you don't want me I'm just a kid your mother felt bad for and took care of" he shakes his head " you and I both know that's a dam lie. The things she tought you the things she told you shows she loved you like her own so don't go shaming my mom's name" I sigh " your right but you don't want me I won't be around much longer anyhow" " what do you mean" Lorenzo says coming into the room " I'm dying was spouse to die 12 months ago but I would let my self knowng your momas words and what she asked me to do" looking to Hawk I remember what I'm spouse to tell him " the dragon lives" and with that I head out thoues door and off there property on my own again once more Hex following me " stay boy stay" I tell him I bend down and hug him " thanks for keeping me safe and stopping me from going insane I love you Hex Reed, you STAY" I tell him firmly and leave down the road not looking back