Before Me and You

Chapter 32

Thank you for waiting patiently and for the short, crappy chapter I gave you. Hopefully this makes it up ;) Be careful, FEELS ALERT!

Chapter 32

I looked up and him grinning and he bent over and kissed my forehead. He let his lips linger there for awhile before turning my chin up to look into his eyes. Those bright blue eyes that I haven't seen filled with joy in so long were staring back at me.

We were both silent in the moment, looking at each other for what felt like forever, but was only a few seconds. He slowly moved closer and hesitantly kissed the corner of my lips causing a tingling sensation to spread across my whole body. He kissed me again, this time closer to the middle of my lips, but I wasn't budging. It was almost as if I couldn't move, I was under a spell by him.

He smiled and caressed my cheek with the hand that wasn't holding mine. I felt his warm breath brush over my lips. I was about ready to burst with this feeling inside me that I've never felt before. Butterflies in my stomach, tingling as if I were to be set on fire. I never felt these things with others like Adam. What was going on?

Before I knew what was happening he smashed his lips onto mine. I instantly reacted moving my arms around his neck pulling him closer. The feeling of his lips on mine was incredible. I never expected to be kissing Niall. All of the hurting and pain from everything Emily did to me was put into this kiss, and I think Niall felt it. What I wasn't expecting was for him to pull away, breathless and flustered.

"Olivia, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have done that when you just broke up with Harry. You're probably still sad about it and I shouldn't have moved so fast. Gosh, I'm so sorry love." He breathed out.

I didn't know what to say, what could I say? I just stared at him, breathing heavy and stunned at what just happened.

"Niall, I-I..." I mumbled out not able to formulate anything.

I did the thing that only a scared girl like me would, I ran. I grabbed my bag and left not looking back at Niall. I just left. I didn't know what else to do.

My emotions were a mess and they showed as I reached the car and drove home. Tears desperately wanted to spill, but I was determined to keep them in. I didn't know what happened back there, my emotions took over and the feeling of being loved swarmed back into my body.

Poor Niall. He just wanted to be loved. That's all he's wanted. For two years he's been lied to and he just wanted love from the person that didn't give it to him. I felt terrible all over again and didn't know how to resolve this.

My head rested uneasily on the steering wheel at the red light trying to make out why and how I let this happen between us. Yes, we've shared a kiss or two but nothing like the one we just had. This was something I just didn't need at the moment.

I parked in from of my flat and stormed in, not bothering to say hello to Darien. I turned the shower on and went in hoping it would make me feel better. It didn't.

Once I got out and changed, I laid in bed, replaying it all in my head. It's like it was just a minute ago, I can feel everything as if he was here with me. I opened my eyes and looked around my dark room. I sat up against the headboard and looked at the window at the business in the heart of London.

I remembered the day when Niall and I had our fight. When he left me on the floor and ran out of my house. I had sat on my window couch and watched him storm down the sidewalk. He was so angry with me. I wonder if he ever regrets that day now.

Maybe I overreacted after our kiss. Niall has been through a lot this past month and I just added to it. I concluded that in the morning I would call him and get everything settled out again. Hopefully we can pretend that kiss never happened, but is that what I truly want?

A/N: OHHHH the Nivia feels! I hope you all liked this chapter ;) I've decided that I'm going to update once a week, because I've been doing bad lately in school. I still want you all to comment and VOTE even though I wont be putting up a voting amount.

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