The first time i fell in love

a moment of love

...we were walking to the club by the hand, wich was actually very romantic for me, everyone turned back their heads and started bothering us, we were just laughing and the same instant we got into the club my tiredness and my desire to sleep were gone, because i knew i had to take any chance to be with him, because that chances would never be back again.

we stayed in the same desk we always stayed, then a friend of fred came to talk to me and he was asking me what was happening between us, i told him it was nothing, but just smile, he didn't belived me and he told me : you should kiss him, i was confused but i didn't dislike the idea, i just stayed quiet.

then my sister asked me to help her found her friend so i join her leaving the desk, the instant i went from there fred was looking me everywhere i went, he was just keeping his eyes on me, i was surprised but it felt good at the same time, when i came back to the desk he took me by the hands and asked me if i wanted to dance, i said i did not feel like dancing in that moment, he gave me a sad look and he began to tickle me , and im a really ticklish person so i started laughing and took his hands off of me, he said oh it looks like  you're ticklish and did that again.

he wont stop till i surrender so i didn't i was dying of laughter so i did the same to him, but he didnt feel anything. i was mad about it but we were playing around till i fell down to the couch of our desk and he fell above me, obviously everyone give us a surprised look but it was just an accident, we got up quickly and i told him he souldn't do that.

then he asked me again if i wanted to dance, this time i couldn't say no so he took my hands and we entwine our fingers as we started dancing , he told me almost every song reminded him of me, he was so sweet that moment and then he got near my ear and whisper: could you hold me as hard as you can? i looked him confused and asked him why, he hugged me from my waist so intense and pick me up, i was scared so i had to hug him very tight to.

then he told me he promised not to kiss me that night, i asked him why and he told me he was ashamed of the kiss of the last night,i said it was ok but i didn't belived him, he said i promise you that, i nodded and some drinks later he tryed to kiss me but i turn my head and told him he was breaking the promise, he said i know but i cant help it, he was getting closer to me and he was huging me more than i imagined , he was always taking my hands and smiling to me.

one time he got really close and i couldnt help it so we kissed, the moment we kissed i remembered the day after, and all the things i've felt when we kissed, the butterflies, the excitement and happiness running through me, i was enjoying so much that moment and i let it go, then everyone was staring at us with a smiley face and his friend told me, i know you guys would do it. 

then he kept tickling me and picking me up, hugging me and kissing me, i have to add i liked it a lot, because it was a love kiss, and i haven't felt that before, then i turn around and the dancefloor was empty, i told him we should go now to the dancefloor because there was nobody there, i thought he had another thing in mind so he grabbed my by the arm and took me upstairs, i was confused and he told me i know what you want, but all i wanted was to dance in the dancefloor so i just stayed in shock.

he showed me a place that i had  never seen before, it was actually really nice, there was a big tv and a big bar beside, he held my and kissed me, i was surprised and i asked him what was happening.. he told me he wanted to had alone time with me so we kept talking, dancing, laughing and making fun of everyone around us, we stayed in that place for almost 2 hours, when he took out his phone it was pretty late, we were surprised and just went down to our place.

there was nobody and we were afraid of staying there alone so late, we went out of the club and my sister's truck was passing in front of us, and my brother in law shouted out: get into the truck now! he was really angry and he was complaining about our lost time.

we were laughing and i sat down beside fred's friend, wich was in the truck too, he was laughing about my sister's complaining and me and fred where just afraid of them, we had to leave fred's friend to his house so we said goodbye and as soon as he came down the truck fred asked me to go to the backseat with him, i instantly went there and i sat down beside him, he pulled me nex to him hugging me and putting my head on his shoulder, that was the sweetest thing he had ever done and he said he was sorry if he got us in trouble, i was laughing and just told him he had nothing to worry about because i had a great time, he put his head over mine and we were starting to get sleepy, while my sister was complaining we were relaxed and almost sleeping.

we got to my sister's house and fred was worried about his adoptive brother because he had to go with him, i called his brother and he was already sleeping, my brother in law told fred he had to stay in the house because it was very late, he was worried and said he cant because of her mom rules in the house about getting late to the house, i took his phone and called again his brother, i told him he had to came for him now , he told me he would but in a while, i thought it was a good idea and hung the phone, he was ok with that so we get into the house, my sister and his husband went upstairs to get some sleep.

we were just standing there like dumbasess and we didn't know what to do, i got into the living room and sat in the corner of the couch he smiled at me and sat down to, in the other corner and i was bored, then he took a step beside me and huged me, i answered his hug and suddenly we were kissing again, it felt like never before, then he told me he was sleepy and he layed down his head into my shoulder and he picked up my legs to his legs and i hugged him as i cuddle with him, as i pat his hair , he was getting sleepy and he kissed me again, i could feel his eyes into me so i opened my eyes and he took his face back and we were just looking into each others eyes playing with our nose, i told him i loved his big green eyes and his blond eyelashes, he smiled and got his head into my shoulder again i did the same as we fell asleep, he was holding my hair as he suit it and i was doing the same.

i was falling asleep in his arms, being the happiest person on the world, when suddenly his phone rang and it was his brother telling him he was already outside my sister's house to got home, he told me he didn't wanted to go so he gave me his phone to tell his brother to go away, i was laughing and his brother told me to get him out of the house because it was really late.

i had to do it so i went to the door with him, he was sad and he just hugged me and kissed me one last time, he went to his home and i went upstairs to finally get some sleep

i lay down in the bed and started to review everything that happened that night and how happy and amazed i was, i dreamed about him and i couldnt sleep because of his fault.