The first time i fell in love

the best times

the day after that, i woke up with a smile on my face, i tought it was a dream, it felt so good to be in a situation like that because i've never had felt that before in my entire life, then my sister came upstairs to talk to me, she was making fun of me because of last night, she told me she had a surprise, i asked what was it and she told me we were going to fred's house to have a little meeting with the family.

i got really nervous and excited at the same time, i tought it wasn't the greatest time for me to saw him, i didn't knew what i was going to tell him, what would happen and everything he's gonna tell me, what if he was mad at me, or what if he told me he didn't feel something for me? i told my sister i didn't wanted to go but she forced me to go so i wont stay alone in her house.

i had to take a quick shower, i made my  makeup and i didn't fix my hair to much, we got into his house, and as i walk inside i felt a hole inside my stomach , i was getting nervous and i didn't knew what to do .

the instant i got into the terrace i saw him, sitting on the corner of the terrace watching the beautiful view, he saw me and he gave me a smile, there was the whole family so i got more nervous about the situation, then he stood up and came to greet me, he just said hello and a kiss on the cheek, but then he went back to where he was, i got confused so i did the same, i sat down next to my sister far from the place he was.

i was just thinking about what was possibly happening in his mind, i got serious and sad because he didn't talked to me, so i just pretend everything was okay, then my sister told me if i could handle her something so i stood up and help her .

i sat down in another bench near to him, and he decided to join me, i was happy but anyway i was confused, we started talking really normal, about his dog and some other random things, but he was still weird,then he told me: im sorry about last night, i got you in trouble and im ashamed of that, im sorry if i made you feel mad with everything i did, it wasn't my intention.

i laughed and i told him it was okay, nothing bad happened and he told me he was ashamed with my sister and her husband because they knew everything we did and maybe they would hate him for that, but i told him they were not mad at him.

then i went for something to eat and i came back a few minutes later, i started taking pictures of the beautiful sunset and the amazing landscape i could seen from his house, then he approached me and he gave me some drink, then he got up to the wall and i was just there standing beside him, quietly, when he told me: you should sit here next to me so you can se how amazing this looks, he helped me and the view was extremely nice, we started talking and we had a nice time.

he was telling me about the kinds of music he had on his phone, he gave me his phone so i could see his music and he gave me one earphone and we were listening to music togheter and talking about some things with the amazing and romantic view, i have to say i had a nice day because we were alone talking about our interests and other random things, then he stood up and he told me to wait there.

i gave him a weird look and then he leave, few minutes later he came back with his guitar, and he sat down next to me, he told me he would play something for me just if i write on his guitar, i was surprised and i said of course i will... he gave me a black permanent marker and i chose the bigest place to write something.. i wrote down i loved him so much and i would never forgot him, and that i loved spending time with him, i wrote down some things in german that i had learned.

he said thanks and then he played his guitar, some romantic and sweet music i have to add, he had the nicest voice and he knew exactly how to made me fall more for him, then he gave me the list of the songs he played so i could download them.

i was thankful and i thought that was the sweetest thing any boy had made for me, then the day went so fast, and it was time to got to my sister's home, that day we will got to the club again, so i told fred if he wanted to go.. he said he can't because he had been out for two days and he will just stayed in his house, i was disappointed and thought it wouldn't be the same without him.

the night came and i was getting ready to go to the club when i had a message, it was him, he told me he wish i had a great time and that i should take care of other boys, i was laughing because of the jealous message and i sad ok thank you, if you don't want that then you should go with me, he said he wish but he can't.

we got into the club and i wasn't that happy, i was bored without him and i didn't enjoyed it a lot, when we got home i had some other messages from him... : i hope you're ok, call me when you get home and some other messages, i told him i missed him and i didn't have that great time.

the next morning he answered with a : great you missed me ! how are you? i told him i was sad because i had to get back to my town and get some stuff ready.

he told me it was a bad new and he hope to see me soon, i went back to my home and we kept talking everyday, all day, all evening, all night, we kept watching each other some days, hanging out, and having a good time.