The first time i fell in love

what about tears

we had 2 weeks more toghether, so he organized another party at his house, we had a nice meal and his friends and family were there too, he took out his guitar and play some songs, i died a little bit more and everyone was making fun of us because we were always together.

it was kind of farewell party for him, so i was getting a little bit worse everyday, but i didn't wanted to acept the fact that there was so little time for us to be together.

he gave a speech of goodbyes and then  he started crying, it was really sad, so everyone got up and started hugging him, i did the same and i just held him in my arms like never before, my tears stream out of my face too by watching him crying even more when i hugged him, he held me very tight too, and everyone looked at us a little bit surprised.

I think that was the most comfortamble hug i have ever had, i loved the feeling i got when i looked up and he was watching me with his green beautiful eyes, and the tears falling down, it just broke my heart, i had to stand up on my toes to get at his ear and i told him not to cry because he was making me cry too.

he hugged me even more and he told me he was thankful for everything i did for him, i smiled at his words and i instantly fell my heart beating faster, i let him go and he went to wash his face, he came back and we sat down together, we were playing bingo with his friends and he held my hand from below the table, and i fell right again.

the night went out very fast and i had to go to my sister's house, he drive me there and we stayed out of my sister house for a while, talking about everything, i cant explain what was happening in my head that moment but i fell sad, and i was thinking what would i do without him, i couldnt help it but cry and i just hold my feelings because i knew he would cry to, so i just left the car and get inside my sister's house but the moment i got there my tears started to came out, everyone told me this moment would happen and i had nothing to say because i knew it too.