Proving Me Wrong (Harry Styles Fan Fiction) DISCONTINUED

Chapter 4

 Chapter 4

Harry's POV

Harry Edward Styles, 1/5 of One Direction, a.k.a Bigest Boyband in the world. I keep thinking of reasons why this girl, Juliet, as her friend introduced her as, rejected me. Well duh, I'm Harry Friggin' Styles, I get what I want, who does she think she was rejecting me.

Normally every girl would throw themselves at me, they are even more than willing to do so. But why didn;t she, I'm famous, I'm rich, I have the looks, I don't see anything about me that is totally unlikable.

The lads told me I've changed. That the fame got to my head, I became arrogant, not the usual humble Harry they got to know. But hell, people change. I'm a person, which would mean that I am destined to change. What the hell is their problem with me?! The boys would treat me the same, but occassionally trying to talk me out into changing. And honestly, I don't really care. I may admit that sometimes I do notice the changes in me but I shrug it off, people will love me this way, if they don't? Who am I kidding..They will.

Right now I'm here, laying in my hotel bed staring at the ceiling. I glanced at the clock.

1:37 A.M.

I just can't fall asleep, the thoughts of this girl not leaving my mind. How could she reject me, turn me down.

Inside me I was just so confused. I felt two emotions for this girl, anger..and....care. Normally when I see girls of my type, all hell breaks lose. I let my cheeky flirty side take over me, getting the girl I want, sometimes I don't actually care what they think of me, I'm just there to get what I want. But this girl, she's, she's different.

When I saw her, I saw brokeness, vulnerability, hopelesness, which made me go soft with her, be careful with her, because it seems as if with one wrong move, she could break. It's like I want her to feel comfortable and safe with me, as if I wanted to protect her. I was shocked at myself honestly, i'd never had those emotions before. It's like there's this force pulling me towards her, telling me that she's my responsibility.

I don't even know if this shiz Im feeling is possible. I suddenly thought if this is some sort of mental disorder. Is it?

I can;t really understand myself right now, I'm a little pissed at her rejection but it seems though as if the emotion 'care' is taking over. Why do I care for her? How could you possibly care for a person this much when you only had seen her once, and during that encounter, rejected you. How?

There's this want inside me to know her, help her, be there for her, and fix her. I may be pissed at her somehow but knowing myself, it'd die down sooner and all that's left with my emotion is that want to be a part of her life. Do you even have an exact word to describe my current situation right now?

I may not understand myself right now but there's one thing i'm sure of. With her iPod here in my hands, I'm determined to find her, whatever the risks.

But let me get this straight. I do not fancy her, and I will NOT fall in love. Remember that.

'umm harry?'

'yes? My brain?'

'Oh no, its actually your heart and brain, we had this sort of alliance'

'oh..uhh....okay, what were you telling me?'

'Be careful with your words.'

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AUTHOR'S NOTE

Sorry this chapter is boring, sort of a filler. But hey, at least, now you know what harry thinks. CELEBRAAAATE! 

Dedication goes to @bellluvsonedirection cuz she's sooo nice! She's the first one to compliment my story! haha.. 

Also please tell me what you think of this chapter, comment! Dedication for next chapter is to whoever comments on this chappie.

AAND! I need someone to be 'casted' as Natalie & Juliet. Seeing I currently don't have a cast. If you want to then comment on this chapter on your thoughts about my story so far, then the name of who between the two you want. 

Sorry for the long note but BYE! LOVE YOU! :)x