Fool.

14: morning

I woke up, feeling like I've been sleeping for years. Wyatt looked so cute with his head buried into my neck and his body curled up against mine. The only thing that broke the cuteness was his hand was resting on my left breast. I rolled me eyes and got off the bed, trying to to wake him. I headed towards his kitchen, but I remembered how drunk he got and that he'd be in bed for a while. I looked through his pantry and found a granola bar. I in wrapped it, taking a bite and sitting on the couch. I grabbed a blanket and made myself at home. I turned on the tv and started to watch some cartoons. One hour later I decided to get up go check on him. He was still in the same spot I left him, drooling like a baby. I kissed him lightly on the forehead. My dress started to get really scratchy and irritating. I looked around in Wyatt's closet and found one of his white T-shirts and a pair a boxers folded up. I put on this entire. The shirt hung loosely on me and the boxers could hardly stay up over my tiny waist. I wanted him to see me like this...hoping he'll find it attractive like most guys would... well I heard guys do.

I decided to go ahead and make Wyatt some Bacon, Pancakes, and Eggs. I was done with cleaning everything up when Wyatt decided to come come downstairs from his slumber. "Good morning, hun!" I went over to him, kissing his cheek. He still smelled like smoke and beer. "Morning, baby" Wyatt said rubbing his eyes. He looked at me head to toe, examining me. "Are those mine?" He pointed at what was wearing. "Yeah, it is. " I now notice that he had took off his jeans and shirt so he too, was in his boxers. "That's hot." He said while laughing a little then pulling me closer, kissing me a little rough, but yet mostly soft. I walked away from him and back into the kitchen. "I made you breakfast!" I announced to him. Wyatt smiled as I handed him his plate. "Thanks!" He said while pulling a chair out for him and I.

While we were eating breakfast together I saw Wyatt get a worried face. I grabbed his hand. "What's wrong?" I asked him sounding sincere. "Last night is such a blur" he said "I don't Remember much of the party, and I definitely don't Remember coming home." Wyatt looked at me, the shook his head and laughed a little. "I guess what I'm trying to say is, did we have sex?" He bit his lip and smiled. "No." I said laughing. "okay, good" Wyatt took his last bite of pancake.

I guess my facial expression wasn't good after the awkward conversation. "Hey, what's the matter, baby?" Wyatt asked rubbing my arm. "Nothing" I said quickly. I was thinking about what he said... 'Okay, GOOD.' about not having sex. I guess it hurt me a little. "You're a really bad lier." He smiled and scooted closer to me. "Well... Okay." I said and started to look down and play with my thumbs. "You don't....ugh." I didn't know how to say it, but I managed to spit it out. "You don't want to have sex with me?" I said and looked at him. He had a stunned face...I thought he was thinking 'well, duh I don't wanna sleep with you.' I feel so stupid. "Well like I know your probably don't want to until marriage or you don't want to lose it to me and I am it's cool it's all good I'm not upset or anything I'm soooo not upse--" he cut me off "Ari, you're babbling." He said and laughed with a smile. I realized how fast I was talked. "Sorry" I mumbled. "It not that I don't want to, baby. Trust me...I do. I just want to remember it."

We cleaned up our plates together and then I asked to use his shower. I got in and every once in a while I heard the door crack open. Wyatt finally got the courage to open the door. "Hey, Ari? Sorry to interrupt, but do you mind if I do my hair while you're in there?" He asked. "Sure, no peaking" I joked.

We both got dressed then watched a movie together. Afterwords, we drove down to meet Skyler and Alice (yes, teacher Alice) at a pizza joint.