𝙵𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚄𝚗𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍.

you n her

It's been what? Four years,four years of loving you

But obviously without you having a clue

And I wanted it to stay that way

Because you seemed very happy everyday

Holding her hand, smiling at her and protecting her

And all I could do was watch you from afar

I chose it for myself

So it's okay,it has to be okay.

I was always beside you

But you never looked at me like a woman

When she left you for a while

I opened my arms for you and took you in my embrace

I listened to your sobs,wiped your tears and made you smile

And after a while

When she came back

You went to her happily

Please tell me,what do I lack?

What is it that she has but I don't?

I chose to hide it from you

For 4 years

Maybe 4 more,or maybe a decade more

I can't snatch your happiness away

Nor will I make you feel guilty

It's okay if I have to suffer in silence

I'd still choose that over your pain;if you're gonna feel any.

But I had to let it out

Really,I just wanna shout.

And let the whole world know

Oh maybe it'll be the same as letting you know?

Since you are my whole world.

~bangtannieforlife

(It reminded me of someone,haha tears fell on my phone while writing this)