Destiny

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Jin's pov

Everything around me is suffocating me. I still can't believe that I live my life in lies for almost four years. I love her and my baby. What is she doing now... Is Jennie treating her well? She is not a good mother when she is with me. Please God, don't make my princess suffer.

I closed my eyes with these thoughts by leaning on the head board. Soon I heard someone open the door. It must be mom. She is suffering because of me. Even in this age she can't able to live in peace. But soon I heard someone call me...

??: Jin oppa

I recognised her voice well. It's the another victim of the game played by my wife, no my ex wife. I open my eyes. I got surprised by her visit. She approach me with a smile.

Yn: *smile* Sorry. I should have knock. Did I disturb you?

Jin: No. It's fine. What are you doing here?

Yn: I am here to meet my grumpy CEO, who had become a lazy alphaca now.

Author's pov

Yn is trying to cheer him up like the way she do whenever he is tried with the pills of works. But her this attempt got failed. Seeing jin's emotionless face yn signed and take a seat beside him.

Yn: Are you okay???

After hearing her question jin can't able to control himself. He tear up in front of her. His tears flowing non stop. He just want someone to ask him whether he is okay or not. Seeing his condition yn got worried. She hold his hands. But his next action made her little bit surprised. He hugged her tightly and cryed his heart out. Not knowing what to do, she just patted on his back to carm him down.

Jin: I am not okay. I am not... A- areuma... how can I believe that she, my little doll, she is not my daughter. I l..love her and ch..herish always. She can't able to sleep when I am not around her. How my toddler is doing now.... I want to see her.... Please bring her back...

By hearing everything, yn's eyes got teary. She patted his back and wipe herown tears silently. She whisper some soothing words to him. After a good amount of time they broke the hug. And Jin look at her face. She gives him a little smile and said..

Yn: Jin oppa, I can understand what you are going through. I can understand your pain. But... but you have to be strong. Strong for your eomma, she is crying by seeing your misery. You have to be strong for your brother. You know, I didn't see my tae cry for once. But today when he explains about your condition, I saw that his eyes filling with tears. I am not telling you to forget Areuma. But you have to accept the reality and move forward..

She is also looking at him with a smal comforting smile. He knows that she is also one like him. Even though, she shows that she is fine with a smile, but her eyes betrayed her as her smile is not reaching to her eyes. She is also in pain. But she think of others over her. His and jennie's life entirely different from the bond yn and jk's shared. Yn and jk always a lovely dovey couple from the beginning of their wedding. Yn always blabber about the lovely gestures of jk to tae and sometimes jin also heard her blabberings. He can understand how much pain she is enduring.

Jin: Don't you miss jk????

By hearing his question yn's smile drop. After gathering herself she answer by facing the wall.

Yn: If I say I didn't, it becomes a big lie. I can't even imagine that.. that he do such a horrific thing to me... *gulping the lump* But I have to let go of him. We are not meant to be forever... So I am trying my best to forget him...

Jin became silent for some reason. The girl who is much lesser in age than him, now giving him life lessons. She also go through the same. But she is acting in a mature way than him.