Ch. Eleven

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Ronnie's POV

As I get out of the shower, I apply the little make up that I have and straighten my unruly hair that was given to me by none other than Michael Fuentes. I walk over to my suitcase and pull out a tank top and pair of shorts. I turn around and spot my vans in the corner of the room, I go over and grab them. I love the feeling of vans. I've been wearing them since I was able to walk. As ridiculous as it sounds, Vans bring back happy memories of my childhood. Whenever I grew out of a pair, we would go out together as a family and get a new pair.

I know you're thinking that I'm too sentimental but honestly how would you feel? It's one of my only good memories of us as a family. I can't help it. I think I'm gonna take Zeke to the small park across from the mall. My parents used to take me there when I was younger, Zeke would love it. They have a small petting Zoo and a Merry-Go-Round. I slip on my shoes and walk into Zeke's room. I see a shadowy figure standing by his crib. I grab the first thing I can find, which happens to be a Stormtrooper action figure, and chuck it at the figures head. I hear hushed cursing and see Tony turn around with a laughing Zeke in one arm, while rubbing the back of his head with the other. I can't help but laugh when he picks out a little helmet out of his hair.

"Zeke why is your Mommy so mean to me?" He asks, as he hands me my baby boy. The laughter keeps flowing out of my mouth as he says this. Picture this, seeing a tall, well built, tattooed covered, guitarist pouting, it's a pretty funny site.

"What were you doing?" I ask, he blushes and gives me a shy smile. I can't help but feel my heart skip a beat at the sight before me.

"Well Zeke was crying and you were in the shower and I didn't want you to have to rush, so I figured I'd watch after him until I was done." I sigh and walk over to him. I wrap my arms around his torso and lay my head against his chest, his arms wrap around me and Zeke. It feels nice...it feels safe. Zeke cuddles closer to both of us, a smile can't help but spread across my lips.

"Thank you Tone," I say and press a small kiss to his lips. A smile instantly covers his face as he squeezes us tight. "Do you want to take Zeke to the park with me?"

He smiles down at me, his eyes are lit up. I can't help but admire how beautiful he is. "Well why wouldn't I wanna go to the park with the most beautiful girl in the world and her handsome son?" He says as he takes Zeke out of my arms and runs out of the room. I chuckle and grab Zeke a shirt with a little dinosaur on it and a pair of plaid shorts. I get him a pair of socks and his vans and walk out to find him and Tony in my bed laughing. I smile and walk in the room and grab my little munchkin and I put sunscreen because unlike me, he has pale skin like Jack. I slip on his socks and vans, as I grab my purse, Tony puts him into the car.

As we drive to the park Tony takes my hand in his and kisses it. A small smile graces my lips and I look out to window. As we drive Disasterology comes on. Tone sings along to Uncle Vic's voice and I can't help but sing along too. He has an amazing voice, he's just too shy to sing in public. I hear clapping from the back seat, I turn around to see Zee smiling and bouncing around in his car seat. Tone looks at him in the mirror and turns the radio up. We continue like this throughout the entire car ride.

When we get to the park Zeke is beyond excited, they have a huge playground for him to play on. I'm glad I came here this weekend. Sadly though today I have to go home because I have to go to school tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to leaving here. I want stability for Zee not just back and forth everywhere. I need to figure out if I should stay where I'm at or move here. It's a hard decision either way I'm hurting someone. I'm either hurting Jack and his family by taking Zeke away or I'm hurting my family, Tony, and Jaime. I don't know what to do honestly, I don't want anyone to be hurt.

As soon as I set Zeke's feet on the ground he took off running towards the playground. I glanced at Tony and we laughed then walked to the nearest bench. As we sat down I looked over at my beautiful son running around and playing with the other kids. I don't regret what happened to me believe it or not. If Jack never raped me, then I wouldn't have Zeke. He's my world, no matter what I'll never regret having him.

"Ron, what's wrong? You know you can tell me anything?" He says placing his arm around my shoulder.

"I may be able to tell you anything, but I don't want you to think I'm broken." I gaze up at the clouds, not wanting to meet his knowing eyes.

"I'll never think bad of you Ron, always remember that. I'll always be in your corner no matter what," after he says this he leaves a light kiss on my temple. I sigh and lean into his touch.

"I didn't plan on having Zeke, Tone." I start off telling him.

"Well I'm sure you didn't plan on having a baby at what? Thirteen?" He states, I just sigh and rest my elbows on my knees and put my head in my hands.

"I mean I didn't plan on even having sex...at all." I say, staring at my shoes as if they are the most amazing things in the world.

"What do you mean?" He asks as he rubs a soothing pattern on my back.

"I mean I was raped Tony. Two years ago my therapist raped me and beat me. He got me pregnant and as a result I had Zeke. It's never been easy, but somehow I made it through. Now his father is getting out of jail, what do I do Tony? What if he tries to take my baby away? I can't lose him Tone, he's the only thing that's keeping me alive. I can't let him take Zeke away or hurt him. Gosh Tone he could hurt him so bad, he beat me up terribly so many times. He'd kill Zee if he beat him like he did me. I can't let him hurt my baby. I just can't Tone. " I tell him, by the end tears are in my eyes as I feel him tense up. Instead of pulling away from me, he pulls me closer to him. I wrap an arm around his torso and grip onto him for dear life.

"I meant what I said Ron, and please don't ever think that you're broken. You are the strongest woman I know. Don't ever think otherwise. I promise I will never leave, I'll stay with you through it all." He says as he brings me closer.

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