Chapter II

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I'm Seth Garcia. I'm definitely not a gay man in Kentucky during 1791, not me officer ... no officers here? good. Then I'm definitely a gay man in Kentucky in the year 1791.

I found out i was gay or at least into guys when i was twelve (i'm twenty two now) when my friend and I jokingly were flirting and i felt a weird feeling in my stomach (butterflies as one might say) i was about to ask him if he felt the same thing but he had changed subjects and was talking about a girl he liked, i took that as no, he didn't feel the same, however i stayed friends with that boy until he got a girlfriend then he became distant and unfriended me but that doesn't matter! i never told my mother either i thought she would hate the fact that her babyboy is into other people's babyboys — that sounds weird, i thought she would hate the hate the fact her son was gay, there. Uhh what else? uhm... my dad and brother died when i was twelve too (i truly thought they died because i was gay and blamed myself for their deaths for Years.) that's more the reason i didn't tell my mom i was gay i was scared she would die (i didn't tell my dad or brother)

Anywho!! One night i went to Starry Eyed (a "gay" bar) and noticed a dirty blonde man looking at me and thought he was attractive.

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