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ISADORA'S POV
"Are you ready babe?" Danna asks as she walks into the practice room.
"Not at all," I tell her as I wipe my hands on my pants because they feel sweaty from all the nerves I'm feeling.
"I think I might throw up."
"Okay calm down," she laughs as she walks over to me and pulls me into a hug. "I'm so happy for you, and you're going to do great. You've worked so hard for this, angel. I can't wait to watch you shine tonight."
I smile to myself, angel.
That's what Jude always called me.
She lets go of me, but keeps her hands on my shoulders. "So, I'm going to ask again, are you ready?"
"Still no," I say. "But I'm hoping it goes away throughout the show. It's normal to be nervous, right?"
"Yeah, it is."
"Thanks for doing this with me Dani, it really means a lot," I tell her. "Touring with you is going to make things so much easier."
She smiles at me, "I'll do it anytime, Isa. I love you."
"I love you too."
"Hey, do you know if any of the guys are coming?" I decide to ask. I've been meaning to for a while, but I kept on forgetting.
"Um yeah," she nods. "Joao, Pedri, Gavi, and Ferran said they were coming."
"Is that all?" I ask, slightly disappointed. I'm not disappointed because of the fact that they're coming, I appreciate it so much that they want to support me. It's just that, the one person I truly wanted to come, probably won't show up.
It's stupid of me to think that he would, I ended the relationship.
And now here I am, on tour for an album that has majority of the songs written about him. How funny.
"Yeah, I think that's it," she confirms. "Was there anyone else that you were expecting?"
I shake my head, "no."
"Just tell them I'm excited to see them later," I say before walking away to start getting ready.
Today is going to be a long day.
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JUDE'S POV
I got ready and the guys are on their way to pick me up, but the more I think about it, the more I feel the nerves kick in.
My hearts beating too fast for my liking, and I can't calm it down. Maybe I shouldn't go. I don't think I'm ready to see her yet.
I sit down on a chair in my hotel room, and breath. "You can do this Jude," I whisper to myself. I just need to relax. She probably won't even see me, I'm planning on hiding behind all of the other guys in case any fans see us and take pictures.
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afterglow | jude bellingham
Fanfiction☆.｡.:* "Tell me that you're still mine Tell me that we'll be just fine Even when I lose my mind I need to say Tell me that it's not my fault Tell me that I'm all you want Even when I break your heart" ☆.｡.:* in which Isadora Estrada and Jude Belling...
