fight or flight, I'd rather lie

10

Taehyung
jimin
I didn't|

pjm
I'll report you if you text me ever again.

Taehyung
do whatever you want
but first you have to give me a chance to explain.

pjm
I don't have to do any fucking thing
and if it doesn't scare you enough to be reported, I can also make a thread where your fans will cancel you, be careful.

Taehyung
I don't fucking care about being canceled

pjm
that was a good one lol
if I didn't know that the thing you fear most in this world is never being Kim Taehyung again, it might have seem to me more than a joke.

Taehyung
I didn't know she was coming.
I swear.

pjm
it's okay.
she's the one who supposed to be there.
not me.
it has never been me.

Taehyung
jimin
you know this is not true

pjm
I don't know what's true or not, taehyung
but I liked your show
really
you are exactly where you should be
you have adapted so well to that fake world.
I'm the stupid one.
I'm the wrong one.
what was I expecting for myself from someone who holding someone else's hand the moment got out of my bed?
oh God, what was I even thinking lol

Taehyung
she appeared out of nowhere with my manager and before I knew it, you showed up
I know how it looks
I know how you feel
but|

pjm
you don't know shit.

Taehyung
I called you to let you know
but you didn't answer
I really, really didn't mean for this to happen

pjm
oh so sorry I didn't see your call while I was driving
apparently it's all my fault

Taehyung
I'm not saying this
God
jimin, please
I wasn't the one who called her there
but I was the one who called you.
I called you.
I wanted
you.

pjm
I don't give a fuck about any of these
believe me on this
you, her, your manager, that stupid fame of yours
you all can go to hell❤️

Taehyung
don't you want me to leave her anymore?
don't you believe I'm thinking of you when I touch someone else?

pjm
you know what I believe?
that you need to fuck out of my life.
indefinitely.

Taehyung
can't you see that we can't go from each other?
me, who came to your door with a single feeling
who forgot the promises made to himself that would pretend you never existed in his life with a single text.
and you, who came to where I am with a single memory I remind.
we can't get out of from each other.

pjm
is there a 'we' taehyung?
there's no us anymore.
I'm not the second person in any sentence that you can refer to as us.
whoever's with you tonight is your 'we'.

Taehyung
she is not.

pjm
she is.

Taehyung
this never happened.

pjm
I saw all that happened with my own eyes today.

Taehyung
listen to me once
please

pjm
do you really think there is anything left to listen to?

Taehyung
yes
there are the things I shouldn't tell you.

pjm
wow
now you have decided to be brave huh

Taehyung
jimin
we have always been brave
sometimes it takes more courage to let go than make things stay.
you know that too.

pjm
/I/ was the one who let things go.

Taehyung
no
I just wanted you to know it that way.

pjm
okay.

Taehyung
what?

pjm
if you want to explain everything and get out of my life that much
come.

Taehyung
I just want to do the right thing for both of us to recover.

pjm
taehyung
stop talking in big fancy words
just come over and tell me whatever the hell you want to explain before I change my mind.
seen✔️✔️

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A/N:
Did you miss my proses? I'll give you one tomorrow💌
ily💗