fight or flight, I'd rather lie

23

pjm
did you get home safely?

Taehyung
yes
I'm already in bed.

pjm
you should have stayed a little longer
couldn't get enough of your arms
and the house without you is so quiet now
makes me feel sad
come back and cuddle me some more :(

Taehyung
ah
I'm already yearning for you
but you know I just want to take things slow this time
I want us to live everything as it should be
without mistakes

pjm
it's funny because I'm sure we'll make thousands of mistakes again, tae
I'll drive you crazy and so do you
but I'll find a way to love you all over again every day
you know that, right?

Taehyung
the first time you texted me after we broke up, you hated me..

pjm
well😅
let's just say I was a little angry.
because I didn't recognize that person I saw in the news.
couldn't accept the possibility that you could touch anyone else other than me.
on one hand, you could have really been in love with her after all, since we were apart, that doesn't make you guilty.
but I don't know
you were with me a little while ago
and I saw how much you needed me
mentally and physically
it's just
didn't feel right
that was the reason.

Taehyung
you knew I was still in love with you the moment you opened the door that night, didn't you?

pjm
I knew the moment I looked into your eyes.

Taehyung
oh
I love you.
I love you the most, jimin-ah.

pjm
PFFFFF
please don't say this kind of things over the text message
I can't kiss you and I feel so angry.

Taehyung
you know what
would you wanna fuck taking things slow and move in with me?

pjm
be careful with what you say, Kim Taehyung
I'm the kind of weirdo who can take casual words too seriously when it comes to you

Taehyung
wouldn't you like to wake up next to me every morning?

pjm
tae
I would like to wake up next to you for a lifetime.
wait
that sounded like a proposal
don't misunderstand, I didn't do it.
I mean, I'd like to do it.
but not like this
not right now
I mean|

Taehyung
do you really want to marry me?

pjm
obviously
I mean, one day in the future.
if you want to.
seen✔️✔️

pjm
I'm sorry
I guess I said something wrong.
we said we'd take it slow, and I'm scaring you by saying things like that, aren't I?
I'm really sorry.

Taehyung
no
no, I'm just
I was just crying

pjm
what
tae
what's wrong?

Taehyung
I'm so stupid
how could I have stayed away from you all this time?
my heart hurts when I think about it.
apart from hearing this from you, I thought I'd never see your face again.

pjm
then don't think about it.
please
you don't have to think about it anymore
because I'm here.
I'll be here.
and you'll have more time to watch my face even more than you want, silly.

Taehyung
it's ok
I'm just happy
besides, even tons of time is not enough for me to watch your face.

pjm
I'm pretty, don't I?

Taehyung
jimin
you're ethereal
every detail of your face, even the smallest feature.
everything about you is so fucking beautiful.
I forget where we are when you're standing in front of me
sometimes it even pisses me off when I think about it

pjm
wow
you're like a poet

Taehyung
I'm just being honest
as you've always deserved.

pjm
so hot of you

Taehyung
you should see me when I hold you in my lap.

pjm
when can I possibly see it?
because, in my opinion, our breakup deserves a rage sex.

Taehyung
from rage to vanilla
after every inch of your body belongs to me, I'll lose my mind in every way.

pjm
oh please shut up
don't make me sexting like a teenager at this age.

Taehyung
I just
miss you so much.
all this time I missed you so much that I couldn't be lonely for anything else

pjm
so you didn't have bitches like people said on twitter?

Taehyung
have you been following the trends about me on twitter?

pjm
ofc??
who do you think is the user with one of the highest followers, ChokeMeThv?

Taehyung
no, you are not.

pjm
that's right, I'm not.
but that girl is the funniest
my personal fav tbh

Taehyung
you're so damn cute
what am I going to do with you

pjm
I want you to do things with me that others can't even imagine.
but for now, just go to sleep
I know you have a shoot tomorrow.

Taehyung
right
I'm gonna be a little busy except for shooting btw

pjm
what else you have?
I didn't see anything in your program.

Taehyung
surprise

pjm
I hate surprises.

Taehyung
you love them

pjm
OK TRUE

Taehyung
I'll see you in my dreams, mimi.

pjm
as you should.

Taehyung
I love you.
I still can't believe I'm saying this again.
I love you so much.

pjm
I LOVE YOU MORE😭😭😭😭😭😭

Taehyung
good night, my baby.

pjm
your what??
delivered✔️

YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE AFTER CALLING ME THAT.
delivered✔️

TAE????!
delivered✔️

you brat.
delivered✔️