fight or flight, I'd rather lie

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pjm
tae?
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ah fucking finally
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where the fuck were you?
I've worried sick

Taehyung
good morning to you too, jimin

pjm
I didn't sleep at all.

Taehyung
you didn't?
must have had a good time with namjoon.

pjm
um kinda
yeah

Taehyung
really?

pjm
yes?

Taehyung
so you really slept with him?
after what I told you
after confessing to something so difficult for me, you did sleep with someone else?

pjm
ah-
this mf|
you said you didn't care tae

Taehyung
cut the fucking crap jimin
if I didn't care, why would I come to you and tell you I couldn't be with anyone after you?
THAT MEANS YOU SHOULDN'T BE EITHER.
how can you do that?
how can you be with someone else when you're so sure you're on my mind and you mean you want me?
IT'S SO FUCKING UNREASONABLE, OKAY?

pjm
will you please calm down?
I|

Taehyung
no I can't
I might be a coward who hides in his own space
but you have no right to do this to me after you encouraged me to get out of that space.
you can't throw my balance off and turn me upside down and make me open up and then go and sleep with other fucking people.

pjm
taehyung
yes, I|

Taehyung
every time you thought I didn't care, I suffered even more.
I still do
why are you doing this to me?
you were right this whole time you've been telling me I've only been thinking about you
you knew you were right
now what does this mean?
I'll l|

pjm
CAN YOU LET ME TALK FOR A DAMN SECOND?
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thank you.
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pjm
yes, I spent the night with namjoon, but we didn't have sex, okay?
WE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING EVEN CLOSE TO IT.
we drank until he passed out and then I sent him home with his driver and I just sat there thought about what you said.
I only thought about you
that's it.
do you understand?

Taehyung
oh

pjm
yes.
how can you think I'd sleep with someone else after you said those things to me and left, when I can't reach you?

Taehyung
but
you said that you're into him
that you're gonna have fun

pjm
I did
it was just to make you mad??
we've already decided to just have a drink somewhere else while leaving the party
that's it.
like you said, he's amazing
but I want you.
I deserve you, taehyung.

Taehyung
congrats.
you've managed to make me mad.

pjm
👉🏽👈🏽
I may have overdone it a bit..

Taehyung
I freaked out because I remember even when he first came to the company, he asked me about you.
he said, "I heard that you two are close, can't you introduce me?"
and I just thought if he had the chance to reach to you now, could I even compete with him?

pjm
would you really compete with someone for me?

Taehyung
have you ever seen yourself?
I have been competing with hundreds of people for you for a long time.

pjm
you're a nightmare for everyone who's after me

Taehyung
I know
most of the people who hate me are the ones who can't have you.

pjm
what about me?
will I be able to have who I want?
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