Envious Desire /bkdk/ College AU

CHAPTER FIVE

Katsuki

I know it's none of my business, but it has made me feel different in so many ways. I hate that Todoroki bastard even more and watch out for scratch marks on Izuku's wrist, or bruises on his skin. I want him in my sight at all times, as if it will scare that bastard away. I'm not new to rough, but you don't do it if you don't have the others consent. You have to know these things about each other before you take action and apparently Todoroki didn't know nor care.

I've seen him cry two times now, first time caused by me and the other by his boyfriend. Yes, they're still in a relationship. Insane right, who in their right mind would stay with someone who hurted them. I can't get his sad face out of my mind, those sharp, short breathes as he's crying out for air. I want to make it all better. What the fuck is wrong with me. Get it together, Katsuki. You do not care. Focus.

I most definitely do not catch myself looking through the doors when Izuku is in dance class. How the tight leotard and tights fit his body or how the oversized clothing makes him seem so small, how he's apparently extremely flexible and damn strong. Who knew that 5 foot 6 Izuku could pick up someone a head taller. I do not watch, most definitely not.

I'm taking notes with my band members after practice and Kaminari throws an arm around me. I glare at him.

"You know Katsu-baby...Tonight's that party everyones been talking about." He smiles as sweetly as he can.. "You're coming right? Everyone else is and you know it isn't as much fun without you who takes shots like a champion! Come on, it will be so good for you to take your mind off of practice! We still have two months!" Everyone else agrees and I groan. "Yeah, yeah, I'll be there. I need to blow some steam off anyway." They cheer and I can't help a grin taking place. What would these fuckers do without me?

Izuku

Shoto and I talked about it and we agreed to stay together. We really like each other. We should have just talked about better barriers first. My fault. He didn't do anything wrong, really!

Ochako and I are getting ready in her room for the party everyone is going to. It's in a frat house but I honestly don't care. It's time to let loose and have some fun. Shoto's leaving earlier to the party since some of his friends are already there, but us besties are going to be fashionably late. It's always good to make a dramatic entrance, just kidding. No, we're actually just lost into the music we have playing in the background, doing make-up, hair and singing our hearts out.

We have the song 'Linger' by the Cranberries playing and as I'm badly singing, Ochako suddenly stops putting my eyeliner on.

"What?" I smile, her eyes sparkling.

"IZUKU! YOU CAN SING! WHY ARE YOU SO GOOD. YOU ARE A LITERAL ANGEL! I LOVE YOU!!!" She bear hugs me and I feel so embarrassed and shy.

"Aww thank you! I guess I just never realized that.."

"STOP! I wanna eat you up like a cupcake!" She kisses my cheeks.

We may or may not have done a shot or two already...but who cares? The empty bottle Bacardi certainly doesn't. Did I drink it almost entirely...yes. I mean one of us has to drive! I can be irresponsible for once!

She's wearing a sparkly, short purple dress with silver heels. Since we both do ballet, I'm sure her feet will survive. She has her eyes done with glitter, eyeliner, and her hair straightened. Anyone would be lucky to have her as their partner. She's the best!

I'm wearing flared black pants, a laced white top and an open white blouse on top. Ochako says these pants make my ass pop and well I believe her as I look in the mirror. A thin black line sharpens my eyes and for once I feel quite pretty.