Clexa College AU

Chapter Two

Lexa Pov
I sit in her room for another hour wondering why no one else is here. Shouldn't they have called her parents or something and I think if Octavia knew she would be here in minutes. She still hasn't woken up yet but a nurse told me that she can't tell me everything that's wrong with her but that she's still asleep because of blood loss. I eventually fall asleep after a while.

When I wake up it's to another voice in the room. I pick my head up and realize it fell onto the side of her bed while I slept. "Oh I thought you were Raven" the lady says when she can see my face. "Um no I am Lexa" the woman is dressed in scrubs and still has a scrub cap on. She must be a surgeon here. Then I read the name on her coat, Dr. Griffin, that's what the nurse said Clarkes last name was. Oh, it's her mom. "Lexa Lexa Lexa" she whispers my name a couple times like she's thinking about who I am "sorry but I have never herd Clarke talk about you" "oh no we aren't friends" she gives me a confused look.

I am thinking about how to explain this when her pager goes off "ok well just tell Clarke I am having a very busy shift but I will come see her when I can" I nod and she leaves. That was the most awkward thing I have done in a while. This time I stay awake so it won't be as awkward when one of her actual friends eventually shows up.

None of them do and soon Clarke starts to wake up. She's mumbling some stuff I can't understand till she looks up and whispers "what the fuck." I laugh a little at how confused she is. She sits up and her blanket falls down revealing a broken arm. "What happened" she asks clearly confused about last night. "What do you remember?" She gives me a weary look. She probably doesn't want to give away anything I might not already know. "Well last night you nocked on my door and when I opened it Fin had you shoved against my house. I tried to stop it but he hit you and said something's so I might have punched him" she looks surprised by the last few words I said a little quieter not sure if she would approve or not of my actions last night. "And then I took you inside so he couldn't do anything to you. You were pretty out of it and thought I was Octavia before passing out. I didn't want to leave you alone so here we are"

"Where's Fin?" wait what. That's her first concern, she doesn't sound worried about him but concerned if he's ok. "I don't know, after you came inside he was pounding on my door for a while till he herd the sirens and left" she starts looking around the room. "Where's my phone? I should call him" I know her phone is in her bag of cloths but I don't tell her that. "Clarke um maybe you shouldn't call him" she looks confused "He likes to know where I am and if he finds out I am not in my dorm he might get um.. he might get worried" I want to ask 'worried or mad' back to her but I don't. Why is she so concerned about him? Does she not remember what he did last night?

"Clarke sorry if I am over stepping but last night when you thought I was Octavia you told me some concerning things about what Fin did to you" she shakes her head "no it's fine, Fin wouldn't do anything I don't deserve" what the hell. I don't know whether to cry for the emotional abuse this girl has evidently gone threw or scream at her to open her eyes. I don't do either and take a breath before responding "nothing you could have done could make you deserve him doing any harm to you period" she then says more to reassure herself than to me "no I deserved it. I deserved it"

"Again sorry if I am overstepping but what did you do that made you deserve to be hospitalized" she's quite for a second before saying "I danced with Bellamy" she says it quietly like it's the worst thing ever. "You can dance with anyone you want to" "no I am dating Fin and he only lets me dance with him" ok now I don't feel even a little bit bad for punching him last night. "Clarke no matter who you are dating you can still do anything you want to" she just shakes her head no.

"I am going to the bathroom. I will be back in a minute" I step out of the room and tell one of the nurses I think that a counselor should come talk to her before going back in. This is not normal and she needs to see that. "Your mom said she's having a busy shift and that she will come back when she gets a chance so do you want me to call one of your friends?" "No I don't want any of them to know about this" she pauses before saying "you don't have to stay. Isn't your class starting soon?" "I didn't mean to make it seem like I didn't want to be here. I don't want you to be alone" she gives me a half smile but it still looks just as beautiful.

Wait "how do you know my class starts soon?" she looks done but I can still see her blushing a little bit. What is going on right now? "Um you always come in around this time so I just guessed you have a class after" I have to hold back my smile. She paid attention. She knows what time I come in. Ok Lexa calm down your being stupid, you guys go in almost every day of course she noticed the time.

Then her doctor walked in "ok so Ms. Griffin you are ready to go but before I sign your discharge papers I think it's best you see one of our counselors to just talk about what happened to you last night" she looks away from me "I already told you nothing happened last night. It was dark and I tripped on my way home" is that what she told them? Why is she still defending him? "Ok but we still need you to talk to them. I promise it will only take a few minutes if you did just trip" "go get my mom and see what she has to say about it" she says with the same attitude she used to give to me.

We sit in a awkward silence until I break it by saying "you should really tell them the truth so they can help you" "I don't need help" is all she says back before the silence comes back. Dr. Griffin then just pokes her head in and quickly says "Clarke I don't know what's going on and I don't care your 19 now. You will be listening to what ever Dr. Jackson says you need to do" then she leaves. 19. She's 19. God I am old. I know I am only 21 but I thought she was at least 20-21.

Then another person wearing different colored scrubs walks in "hi Clarke I am Dr. Nyko and I was just wondering if we could have a private talk real quick" she doesn't answer him but I get up and walk out to give them there privacy. I sit in a chair outside her door for at least a half hour. Well maybe she is actually talking to him if it's taking this long. Once he comes out he says "you can go back in now and Dr. Jackson will be back with her discharge papers soon" I nod then go into the room.

I stop and don't know what to do when I see Clarke crying and makeup running down her face. "Are you happy now?" She asks with the same attitude. "Did you talk to him?" "Yes" "then yes I am" we sit there for a while before she says "your right" I raise an eyebrow not knowing what she's talking about "about Fin, I texted him saying that I don't want to see him again" "that's good" "ya now he won't stop texting and calling me but I haven't looked at what he said yet" "you don't have to, just wait until your ready" Dr. Jackson comes in and has her sign some things before she gets dressed while I turn away.

I couldn't help but overhear him say that she has two broken bones in her arm and stitches in her head that she needs to come back in a week to get checked. We walk outside before I ask "do you want a ride" way to go Lexa, of course she needs a fucking ride. God just be normal it's fine. She just nods and follows me to my car. I can tell she's in pain when her arm moves and I feel bad. She then tells me her building and then I realize that's why she's so young. It's the freshman dorms. I don't know why but I thought she just looked not older but more mature then most freshman do.

When I pull into the parking lot we both just sit there and she doesn't move to get out. I wonder if she's worried about Fin being there "I can walk you up if you want" "ya thank you" we both then get out of the car and walk up to her building. I open the door for her then follow her up to her dorm. When we get there she turns towards me. It seems like she wants to say something but doesn't. "Here's my number, don't hesitate to call if you need anything ok?" I say while scribbling it down on a scrape piece of paper from my pocket. "Thank you" she says with her full smile that makes me smile back.

Just when she is about to open the door someone else flings it open from the inside. "Where the fuck have you been. I have been so worried all night. I told you that if you go out with Fin you need to text me. I don't trust him he gives me weird vibes and then you don't answer when your with him. It makes me nervous Clarke" the girl in the door yells clearly worried about where her friend has been. "I know Raven I am sorry" oh this is Raven. I guess we kind of have the same hair color, I get why her mom thought I was her.

The other brunette finally looks around noticing me and Clarkes arm along with the line of stitches on her head. "What happened" she asks in a softer tone that she was using to yell earlier. "Nothing" Clarke says while pushing past her into the room. Raven looks at me then back at Clarke who is now inside of the room "wait Clarke is this the girl from the coffee shop you have been" she gets cut off by Clarke saying loudly "bye Lexa thanks" and then she quickly shuts the door on me. I can't help but wonder what Raven was trying to say as I walk back to my car.