The kompromat to order

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 It was unpleasant and painful to feel his coldness when I opened up and showed him what I really wanted. Trying to escape from his scrutinizing gaze, I poured food into a plate, put it in front of him and headed for the door. I needed to calm down because I couldn't handle my feelings around him.

- Stop! - his strong hand grabbed my wrist tightly.

He was still sitting at the table holding my hand, and I was standing next to him, unable to move. I looked down at him and answered him coldly:

- I'm packing. I won't bother you anymore.

His face instantly became so stern that fear gripped me. He jumped up and stood in front of me, pinning me to the table and depriving me of any way to escape.

- Why?

- Why do you need me? There is no longer any threat. So I won't bother you anymore... - every word I said was filled with resentment and pain, - and you don't have to blame yourself. You don't owe me anything.

I tried to break away, but he held me even tighter.

- What's wrong with you? First you throw kisses at me at the door, and five minutes later you're packing up and leaving?

- Don't worry, - I replied sarcastically, - I won't bother you with my kisses.

Another attempt to escape from him. But he pressed me even harder into his strong body. His sharp features became even more expressive, he clenched his jaw and spoke irritably:

- What kind of nonsense are you talking about?

His words were like another slap in the face, and I couldn't take it anymore. Inside, a storm of resentment, hope, disappointment, and anger toward him did not subside. Or maybe at myself? After all, I knew perfectly well that I shouldn't fall in love with him, and yet I couldn't resist. The steady stream of pain that was now tearing my heart apart burst out:

- Yes, it's nonsense! - my voice was almost shouting, - maybe it's ridiculous for you, but for me it was something more. You ignore me, you refuse to kiss me, you turn away from me when I cuddle up to you in bed, and you stay as far away from me as possible.

- Is that what you want? - Rob asked me menacingly.

- Yes! - I shouted back.

He looked at me in such a way that I thought he was going to kill me with his eyes. His eyes grew even darker and his breathing became labored. Having thrown out all my emotions, I felt better. But at the same time, I was scared, because now I was watching the Rob boil. But I didn't regret what I had said, even if he would kick me out of the house now, I had told him everything that hurt.

But something happened that I did not expect at all. He grabbed me by the back of my head and pulled me close to him, kissing me passionately. It was completely different from before. No tenderness, just passion and trembling with excitement. With the kiss, his state was transferred to me. I trembled with the desire to feel him closer, deeper. Like we were hungry for each other, we couldn't stop kissing. Rob grabbed my buttocks and sat me down on the table. I wrapped my legs around him, feeling his hard arousal in my most sensitive place.

But that was not enough. My hands started to unbutton his shirt, but the buttons wouldn't budge. Then Rob grabbed the shirt and tore off all the buttons. They quickly scattered on the kitchen tiles, and his shirt flew to the floor. Now I could feel his skin burning. His strong arms, shoulders, pumped abs... my hands were reaching down. But Rob was in no hurry to continue undressing me. Instead, he tore off my shirt and stuck his wet lips on my breasts. He admired and played with them, and I could only throw my head back in pleasure. His hands went lower. He continued to cover my neck and chest with kisses and pulled down my pants. It was strange to feel the cold tabletop under my buttocks, but it heightened the sensations. Leaving me in just my panties, Rob gently caressed my folds. He was playing me like an instrument, and I was going crazy with pleasure.

But that was not enough, I wanted more. Not wanting to be naked alone, I reached for his belt buckle and freed him from his extra pants. Only his boxers were holding back his aroused cock, which I wanted to feel so badly that my fingertips tingled. But even they flew to the floor after my thong.

- What do you want? - Rob barely managed to say with a ragged breath, still caressing me.

- You! - I could hardly breathe, too. Pleasure was like waves washing over my head.

- Say it again! - he said insistently and abruptly stopped caressing me.

It was as if I had emerged from an ocean of pleasure, and I didn't like it at all. I wanted to feel his hot touches again.

- I want you! Only you! - I said desperately, pulling him closer so that I wouldn't feel the cold distance between us.

My words became a green light for him. With one hand, he pulled me away from him and gently placed me on the table. With the other, he pulled my hips to the edge of the table and entered me sharply and deeply. My eyes instantly darkened, and a pleasant heat filled my lower abdomen. His hands gripped my breasts firmly and gently, and he began to move, stretching me along my entire length. Throwing my head back, I completely gave my body to his power. He accelerated his pace and I felt the complete satisfaction approaching. A few more deep thrusts and my body burst into flames. The orgasm was a giant wave. Rob felt it after me. Warm liquid spilled between my thighs. He hovered over me and began to kiss my neck gently. I put my arms around him and buried my fingers in his hair.

For a few minutes we lay in each other's arms and caught the final notes of pleasure. Then Rob got up and took my hand and helped me to stand up. But at the same time, he stood between my legs, not letting me get off the countertop.

- If you wanted it, all you had to do was to ask, - he said, smiling slyly.

- I wasn't sure it was what you wanted, - I answered uncertainly.

- Emma, - he took a deep breath, grabbing my waist and looking intently into my eyes, - I've been going crazy these days. I want you all the time! You're so close... so close that it's a real torture for me to hold back! But I know what you've been through, so I didn't want to put pressure on you!

- So that's why you ignored me? - I was relieved, as if a weight had been lifted from my shoulders.

- What else could it be? My skin is covered with ants from your every touch! When you kiss me, I'm not sure I can control myself and stop myself in time! And sleeping in the same bed with you... just sleeping... is a special kind of torture! When you were hugging me, I wanted to turn around and take you, to love you, to feel your sweet taste on my lips.

- Rob, - tears insidiously covered my eyes, I said guiltily, - I thought you felt nothing for me.

- I love you! - Robert said confidently,- from our first meeting, you have been in my thoughts and heart, and you never leave me for a second.

- I love you too, - tears of happiness rolled down my eyes, and Rob covered them with kisses.

We enjoyed each other's embrace for some time. It was as if the whole world around us had disappeared, and only we were left. I was catching his breath and trying to capture every second of our time together in my heart. My heart was bursting out of my chest, as if fireworks were exploding inside. It was a pleasantly warming new feeling to feel my husband so close and to know that he was not only yours in body but also in soul.