hoodies - luke brooks

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listen to the song lost stars-adam levine also in the media and my hoodies playlist and listen to wanted-hunter hayes which goes good to the story toward the end your going to know when you get there also read the authors note at the end its really important  x

Elle

Spending the day at Erin's house was pretty good besides I kept on thinking of him.He looked really different from the last time I had saw him.He changed a lot.Well by what I mean by changed a lot his face to face contact and about how close we were to each other.It made me realize I missed him more than what I had thought.I began taking a walk to a place I haven't been to in forever.My mind wasn't processing what was happening but I felt like I needed to get there.My heart told me to get up and go.As they always say sometimes you need to trust your heart.So I began walking to my favorite place as a child and also his.

Luke

I couldn't concentrate the whole time while filming. Everyone known that something was up but didn't want to question it.Well besides James because he knows and wants to know anything.That's the thing that I love about James.I kept on thinking about her.My mind wondering off on how I wonder if she was thinking about me which I doubt.I decided to go to the secret hideout that Elle and I used to go to when we were really young.It was like our secret hideout that only we known about.We used to come here when we needed time to think or be by ourselves.Its a little cove in the woods.It wasn't deep into the woods more like the beginning of the woods.It really wasn't a far walk.

I began walking there after we came back from the mall and filming.I began kicking the stones and gravel trying to get my mind off of her.Walking into the cove I sat down on the old pillow they had there and began listening to the water from the pond.The little tidal waves calmed me down and I took steady deep breaths.Slowly drifting off into my thoughts.Staring at nature in front of me.You truly don't appreciate nature until you are in it.The way the trees blow in the wind,the crystal sky blue,the little white flecks of clouds as they swirl around each other making shapes in the horizon.It was truly beautiful. The water from the pond flowing as the wind moves past by it.

I picked up the little pebbles they had there and started throwing it into the water.I kept on doing this for the past five minutes until I heard feet stepping onto the grass and little whimpers of a person crying.I wondered who the person was because the only person that known about this place besides myself was Elle.The little whimpers of the person crying and sniffling became louder.So I began walking up to the sound.I began looking up only to find her there looking at the ground.She didn't notice me yet which was a good thing or she would of left.

"Elle." I slowly began calling out her name in a low whisper.I noticed that light brown hair I grown to love.She began to slowly look up and stared at might.Her once hazel green eyes weren't that bright.They were filled with sadness they didn't have that shine as usual.I couldn't help but have a frown on my face.

"Luke." She said in a almost sad tone. "Luke before you say anything I don't want to be around you anymore.Ever since I saw you at the mall everything came back to me.How happy I was.Now I'm the most saddest person ever.It may look like I'm happy but I'm really not Luke.Ever since my dad died my life has became a complete wreck.I feel like I don't belong in this world anymore.I trusted Luke with everything you were my everything.I gave you my heart and you broke it and also my trust.When I needed you the most you weren't there and now I really don't want to see you ever again." She finished with tears streaming down her face.

I felt sorry for her.Everything she said was true.When the words my everything came out her mouth I felt like I was going to die.She said I was her everything I felt like I was going to die.I'm her everything well was her everything.I felt the same towards her.She was my everything and I hope I'm still her's or my life isn't complete. 

"Elle I'm so sorry.I know I was a horrible friend by not being there for you.I know I fucked up and made some mistakes Elle.I'm so fucking sorry everything I did was a fucking mistake.I regret everything.My life is not complete without you in my life Elle.I known I shouldn't of left you in the dust. Elle I think about you everyday.You are and forever will be my everything.Because you are my everything.I mean every word I say Elle.I'm so fucking stupid for leaving you can you please forgive me.." I finished meaning every word that came out of my eyes on the verge of tears coming out of them.

"Luke." She said softly before pausing and taking a deep breath. "Sorry doesn't fix the scars I have.My mom beats me on a daily basis.She thinks I'm the reason my dad died.I'm even starting to believe that myself.These scars are fading away but they come back the next day after.They can't and won't leave.I have to hear my mom have drunken sex with some random dude and hearing her yell telling him to leave.Then her coming into my room abusing me.Luke you should be happy with your life." She finished her breathing heavy and heaving up and down from the tears streaming down her face.Taking off her hoodie and showing me the scars. "See Luke I have no one and the scars won't go away."

I slowly began walking up to her and took her arm in my hand and running my hands on her arm softly.I placed her arm onto my lips and said "You have me and I'm all you need." I said looking up into her eyes.Seeing them light up as those words came out of my mouth.

She slowly began forming a smile and said some words that made me felt "Your right Luke I just need somebody to show what it feels like to be loved.Now showing her full bright and beautiful smile I hadn't seen in years.

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third person

Luke smiled and looked at Elle they began to look into each other eyes and smiled knowing that they had each other.Luke known he had to make Elle feel wanted and loved.Elle known she had to make Luke know that she loved him.Both were deeply in love with each other.The feelings they had didn't fade away.

The loved each other.Nothing could get in the way of them being in love.They known they loved each other but didn't want to confess they're feelings they had for each other.scared it might ruin they're friendship..

but no love brought them together.Destiny that brought them to the same place.Love conquers all.

When I wrap you up
When I kiss your lips.
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
'Cause, baby, I, I wanna make you feel wanted

As good as you make me feel
I wanna make you feel better
Better than your fairy tales
Better than your best dreams
You're more than everything I need
You're all I ever wanted
All I ever wanted

wanted-hunter hayes

God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

Don't you dare let all these memories bring you sorrow
Yesterday I saw a lion kiss a deer
Turn the page maybe we'll find a brand new ending
Where we're dancing in our tears and

God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

I thought I saw you out there crying
I thought I heard you call my name
I thought I saw you out there crying
Just the same

lost stars-adam levine 

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this might be the last chapter of hoodies.comment down below if i should continue it or not.