𝐏𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐡 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 [ 리키 ] 

𝟗.

- 𝐋𝐞𝐞 𝐀𝐞𝐫𝐢 -
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We both were fiddling with our hands looking down at them, "Listen,"  Dr. Park let out a sigh with every word she uttered I felt the room becoming hotter and smaller or maybe it's just me.

"I'm not against you two dating but please for the sake of yourselves keep it low-key" We both nodded in union neither of us daring to raise our heads and look at her, we were undeniably embarrassed of what we were caught doing

Needless to say it wasn't like we had done something that horrid to not be able to face her whilst she was scolding us but nonetheless it was not a pleasant thing to be caught doing,

Especially in front of your doctor, the doctor you had your weekly check up with today in my care and the mother of the girl you're babysitting in Riki's case but thinking of it, she must've been glad because of her daughter alleged crush on him,

"You can go now..." We both stood up and bowed not wanting to stay another second in that room

"....and next time when I tell you to watch Yuna do it properly" She laughed to herself,

We both raised our heads and look at each other with wide eyes,

We completely forgot about Yuna, she must've been the one who told Dr. Park we were in here,

"We're sorry.." Riki is the first to speak up and I want to thank with all my might, I genuinely cannot form a proper sentence at this moment

Riki closes the door as I lean on the wall, "Riki.." He cuts me off "I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that" I nodded "It's alright"

Deja vu.

"It was a mistake."

He was right, it was a mistake. We were both too caught in the moment to think properly.

I knew that it was a mistake but why did hearing him say it out loud hurt me? It isn't supposed to is it? I really can't understand why it did, but it did.

Maybe it would have been better to have kept this truth silently in our minds, where we both were certain of it rather than saying it out loud. 

But he still insisted on saying it and hearing him call our mistaken kiss a "mistake" hurt my feelings. How pathetic.

I just nodded because that's all I could do.

"I'll see you later" He left rapidly,

Guess we both need time to think today through,

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I walked to the kitchen "Where is Mrs. Chu?" I ask one of the younger female employees "I don't know sorry" She gave me an apologetic smile

"Alright thank you" I started looking in the kitchen and she isn't here I'm certain.

I went to the cafeteria downstairs, she wasn't there, I looked at the forest area and she wasn't there either, my heart started to race thinking of the worst possible outcome,