My half-brother~ Boys over flowers fanfic

#21: Kiss

It's been a week since that incident and I'm perfectly ignoring Jun-pyo. He tried talking to me but it ended up in me acting like a drama queen screaming and running away or making him walk away. I know it sounds so stupid and childish but come on he lied to me. And literally broke my heart, a bit. Have you forgot that I was about to give Jun-pyo chocolates on Valentine's day?  And what do I get in return for liking that guy- kicks and hits. Fantastic.

Between this war, Jan-di visited me quite often and she told me about her romantic experience the next day of Valentine's day. She gave him chocolates and he kissed her and took her for a long ride in night. Awe, so cute.

I had to stay in hospital for a couple of days and when I got home, Yi-jung was unbelievably nice to me and took care of me. But I didn't take too much of advantage about it. 

It's Friday and my shift in café is almost over by now. It's 8:30 pm. Mike and Will went ballistic on hearing about me getting attacked by the people in my school. Katie was furious too. It took me an hour to cool down the guys. I didn't know Mike could get so angry because he's the cool person and takes everything easy. I think no one would take it easy when it comes to your friends. Well, that's what Katie told me.

I waved them goodbye and walked off the other way. I just wanna take a walk and enjoy the cold breeze. It makes me feel so calm. But my thoughts kept drifting to Jun-pyo. Why am I even thinking about him? I don't know. Am I not angry on him? Of course I'm. But I felt like talking to him. I'm crazy. Is he even affected by this small fight between us? I am badly affected. Every time I see him in the hallways, parking lot and during lunch. The first few days he looked sad but after that he moved on, I guess, because he looked blank and unaffected. May be, he did move on. I was just a good friend to him. He probably have three of them by his side to substitute my vacant place. And he had Jan-di too. Yeah, she hangs out with them when I'm with Chris. I'm not jealous at all.

How can I not be? I seriously doubt whether she likes Jun-pyo more than Ji-hoo sunbae or Jun-pyo likes her too because when I see them, most of the time, Jun-pyo's hand would be around her neck. I'm drowned in the ocean of love. Yeah, you heard me right. I'm falling badly for that curly fries, Gu Jun-pyo. I can only exhale loudly for now. God himself couldn't stand my sadness, he's crying his heart out.

Raining.

Thank god, I always have an umbrella in my backpack. How about a visit to Jan-di's porridge shop now? I don't feel like going home. I'm gonna keep thinking about Jun-pyo until I fall asleep, which isn't such a good idea. Though I feel a bit jealous of Jan-di hanging out with Jun-pyo, she's an awesome friend to me and even tried her level best to patch me and Jun-pyo up.

I took a bus to that place. After getting down, I took out my umbrella and continued walking to the porridge shop. I love rain and wanna play in it right now but the after effects are not so appreciative, I guess.

But, jumping on puddles are my all time favourite. Hehe. I jumped on two small puddles on the way to the porridge shop and got my legs wet, till my knee. I think this is enough. I kept looking down at the floor, searching for small puddles and finally reached the shop. I pushed open the glass door and entered after folding my umbrella. I froze when I looked up at the people standing in front of me.

F4 with Jun-pyo laughing his head out on a joke or something.

"Hi!" Jan-di spoke up and made them to turn around and look at me. Jun-pyo turned around with a cocky smirk and didn't react much when he saw me. He just continued to act like a jerk with his smirk growing wider and wider. I don't know what's so amusing on my face.

"Hi." I said in a low voice and waved at them very awkwardly.

"Come over here." Woo-bin sunbae beckoned to me. I couldn't bring myself to move any further from my spot. On seeing Jun-pyo made me realize that he's really happy without me in his life, which means it's just me who has feelings for him and it's just me who had taken our friendship so seriously because it hurts like bitch to avoid him and see him having his time with his friends and one of it being a girl.

Jun-pyo turned away from me and continued with Jan-di. That did it. I couldn't control my tears anymore. I dropped the umbrella and ran out of the shop, forgetting about the rain. But I'm thankful in one way, nobody can see me crying. I heard some footsteps following me closely behind and calling out my name. I couldn't run, so I speed walked after I left the shop. I didn't wanna turn around. I got completely drenched in rain and wished for the rain to wash away my feelings for Jun-pyo.

A hand held my shoulder, made me stop on my tracks and also turned me around. I was now face to face with Gu Jun-pyo.

Wrong.

I was now face to face with Yoon Ji-hoo.

"Sunbae?" I forced out my voice to say that word.

He didn't say anything in return, instead he pulled me in his embrace and held me tight. Awe, I'm really in need of this one right now. So, I hugged him back tightly and cried little more.

"Stop crying. You may fall sick. I already doubt you catching cold since you had gotten fully wet in rain." He said, his face on my neck. Finally he pulled back, still holding my shoulders.

"I'm sorry. Don't be mad at me." With that he crashed his lips on mine with his eyes closed but my eyes jumped out in horror.

What the hell is going on? Ji-hoo sunbae is kissing... Me????

It wasn't more like a kiss. He just placed his lips on mine, like as if glued to mine. That's it. My tears streamed down face overlapping with the rain drops sliding down my face and all over my body.

I came back to senses and pulled away. He slowly opened his eyes and looked me straight in the eye. My cheeks burned in embarrassment or shyness, I wasn't so sure about the feeling yet.

As I turned my head to my right, there stood the Almighty Gu Jun-pyo, that's how he calls himself, completely drenched in rain as well. Thank God! Jan-di didn't see Ji-hoo sunbae kissing me.

"What the hell just happened?" Jun-pyo walked towards us and asked us expecting any one of us to answer but I'd no idea of opening my mouth anytime sooner or latter.

"What do you think happened?" For my surprise, Ji-hoo sunbae spoke up, more likely he snapped back at Jun-pyo.

"Ae-cha, I'm talking to you." Jun-pyo growled at me. Since when did he start calling me by my name? So, does this mean we are some strangers now? I, already was speechless by the kiss and now this guy is poking my heart with sharp needles with his awesome choice of words.

"We kissed." I said bluntly without looking up at his face.

"YEAH, I SAW THAT. BUT, WHY?" He growled a bit louder now making me flinch and take a step back.

"Are you jealous?" Came out Ji-hoo sunbae's voice. I stood there looking between both of them. The minute that question left sunbae's mouth, Jun-pyo shifted his death glare towards Ji-hoo sunbae. Phew, I can breathe for a while which I couldn't do properly while Jun-pyo starring at me. Yeah, now I'm having the same doubt. Why is he even bothered about this small kiss? Is he really jealous or something ? As much as this thought made me feel happy, it also made me think the otherwise, that Jun-pyo doesn't like me the way I like him.

"I- uh-" Jun-pyo stuttered to say something and Ji-hoo sunbae cut him off.

"If you are not then go back inside and continue with the fun. I've lots to talk to her." Sunbae said, pointing to me. Lots to talk? About what?

Jun-pyo looked at me. He looked so hurt and a glint of pain flashed in his eyes. He didn't even blink, just kept looking straight at my eyes and I couldn't look away from him either. My stomach knotted and gave me a weird feeling.

I badly wanted to just hug him and say that I love him but the kiss from Ji-hoo sunbae was hanging in between like an obstacle and moreover I couldn't forget Jun-pyo's lying part.

Jun-pyo stepped forward and held my hand. I looked up at his face and he was about to say something but before that a pair of hands yanked me away from him, away from the pavement, away from the rain and threw me inside a car. Before I could take a look at my kidnapper or whoever it was and process what was going on, I.... I- uh......

Everything went black. I passed out. Duh.

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