"Guiding Light" Judd Birch x reader

eleven.

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"Im so embarrassed!!!!" Y/n wailed, head under the covers of her bed. Her forehead throbbed with a hangover as she looked at Stacee through the facetime.

"Well at least he KNOWS you want to fuck him now." Stacee said, trying to see the brighter side.

"Yeah but the feeling isn't mutual!" y/n mumbled.

"Y/n are you sure? Ive seen how he looks at you through the window of the library." Stacee said, rolling over in her own bed.
"Those eyes looked pretty hungry me."

"Well I mean-" Y/n thought back as best as she could, but all she could faintly remember was him pulling away when she kissed him and maybe him pulling her off his lap?

"I dont know, Stac. I think its over." She mumbled.

"Well atleast you dont have to see him right now. School is out for break so you wont have any tutoring sessions any time soon."
"How many courses does he have left anyway?"

"Just one." Y/n said immediately.
"And hes already half way done."

"See! After new years the two of you can finish it quickly and then you can part ways." Stacee said.

"Yeah but I actually liked himmmmm." Y/n sighed, burying her face in her pillow.

Then her phone pinged.

She looked up to see a "u feeling ok?" text from Judd.

"Then talk to him."

Y/n stared at the text, beginning to type then deleting what she had written. She just couldn't bear to think of how he saw her after she basically threw herself at him.

After a moment, she decided to just silence her phone.

"No." She hummed, laying back down again.

Meanwhile, Judd was debating whether or not he should just drive to y/n's house and check on her himself. He stood shirtless in his room, eyes glaring down at his phone expectantly.

"A watched pot will never boil kid." Sonya said, fluttering around him. He didn't respond, or even acknowledge she spoke.

"Does he talk to you much?" She asked, turning to Maury, who was petting one of his many dicks.

"Not really, I usually just assume hes listening, we've got a mutual understanding going on." And to some regard, he was right. Judd always listened to what his 'monsters' said, he was just very selective in what he reacted to.

"Look here kid. Im sure shes still sleeping, theres no way to get rid of all that horny she was feeling WITHOUT sleep." he said.

Judd stared at his phone for a bit longer before letting it drop down onto his bed.

"She hates me." He mumbled, walking to the bathroom to pee.

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And for a full week, the two did not speak.

And it was driving Judd crazy.

Every once and a while as the days inched closer to christmas, he'd find a reason to drive past her house, peering out the window to see if her car was in the driveway or not.

Sometimes it was, sometimes it wasnt, but what mattered more to him, was when he was driving down the perpendicular street the day before Christmas eve, and he saw her and a classmate talking in the driveway.

He recognized the guy immediately. Milo. The flirty pervert in his 5th period. He got his ass beat last year for fucking a guy's girlfriend, and if Judd could help it at all, it was going to happen again.

His hands were white-knuckled as he gripped the steering wheel. He wasnt quite sure what to do.

"Who the FUCK does that piece of shit think he is???" Maury yelled, howling from the top of the car.

"KILL HIM. KILL HER. KILL YOURSELF EVEN-"

"MAURY." Sonya yelled from the backseat window.
"GET IN THE CAR."

"Nobody is killing anyone!!" She tried to rationalize.
"Why dont we just do something nice? Lets get her a Christmas gift!"

"Wait! Thats a great idea!" Maury slid through the window and back into the car.
"Eat her out!! Girls love head!"

"No." Sonya said immediately.
"Get her a tangible gift. Something that shows you know her well. Then eating her pussy can come afterwards."

Judd sat up a little straighter in the drivers seat, turning on his blinker and finding the road exit into town.

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