"Guiding Light" Judd Birch x reader

twelve.

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Judd stared at his bed. It was christmas eve, and he was putting together y/n's gift.

It wasn't anything super big, he didnt want to overdo it, but he at least hoped she'd like it. He put the item into a gift bag with care, placing a card in and filling the rest of the space with tissue paper.

He tried his best to make it down the stairs and to his car without being seen, but as soon as he reached for the door he heard a,

"Judd Birch!" He flinched at the sound of his mother's voice.

"Is that a gift bag I see? Where are you off to?" Diane asked, curious smile on her face.

"Gonna drop this off." He glared.

"Whos it for?" Elliot asked, walking up to judd to check the tag. Judd kept the bag out of his reach, but Leah would come up on the other side and check it without his knowledge.

"Its for y/n!" she said excitedly.

"How sweet!" Diane exclaimed.
"You got her a christmas gift as a thank you for tutoring you? or is this because you invited her on the trip?"

"Something like that." He mumbled, turning on his heel with an irritated huff and walking out the door.

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Judd fidgeted at y/n's front door, shifting his weight from side to side as he waited for someone to answer. After a few seconds he could hear the lock being undone, and then the door would swing open, a middle aged woman resembling y/n in its way.

"I um—Hi." Judd stuttered, not prepared to say much in that moment.

"Im Judd. Your daughter is my uh-mentor, in the program. I have a gift for her, is she here?" He asked, holding up the gift bag.

The woman's face melted into a small smile.
"Nice to meet Judd. You can come inside, I'll go get her."

Judd sat awkwardly on their living room couch as he waited for y/n. Her house was exactly how he imagined it, clean but lived in, with sentimental decoration all over the place.

He watched as her mom walked back down the stairs.
"You can go up there to her room, its the second door on the left."

Judd nodded, passing her on the stairs and following her directions.

His knuckles rasped the door softly. He waited for the faint 'come in' before opening it.

Y/n's room was just how he imagined it too. It was cluttered but extremely organized. Posters and tapestries lined the walls and ceilings, and there was a decorative rug on the floor.

Y/n was sitting criss-crossed on her bed, a horror movie playing on her Tv.

"hey."

"hi."

"I got you something." Judd said, holding out the bag to her.

She smiled a little, taking it from him and pulling the card out. There was a cute snowman on the front, and on the inside Judd had written,
'Thanks for caring about my school life. and for hanging out with me.'

Y/n held in a giggle at his bluntness, placing the card down to open the gift itself.

Inside the bag, wrapped in tissue paper, was a knit sweater with a couple stills from different horror movies they watched together stitched into the garment. It was black ,white, and red, and actually really cute.

"I love it." She smiled, looking up at Judd. His cheeks were slightly pink, well, his whole face was kind of pink, like a light was shining over him.

He looked away, hands in his pockets.

"Thank you." She said.

"Mhm."

"And Im sorry for the other night." Y/n finished, she stood from the bed.

Judd's eyebrows furrowed a bit. He watched as she walked over to her desk and pull something out if its drawer. It was the book he bought her weeks prior, and from the way it was stuffed with sticky notes and markers, he assumed she must have finished annotating it.

He was quiet when she pushed it into his hands.

"And I understand you just wanting to be friends with me, i shouldn't have pushed that boundary. I get it if you no longer want me to go on the trip." she mumbled softly.

Judd's face twisted into irritated confusion.

Was she serious? There was no chance in hell she could possibly think he just wanted to be her friend. Not with the way his heart palpitated when she was mearly in the vicinity.

Instead of tryning to explain himself like he did at the party, he just sighed deeply. Then he placed the book down on the nearest surface and grabbed the front of y/n's shirt with his fist.
He used the fabric to pull her into him, his free hand softly grabbing her neck just below the jaw and press his lips to hers feverishly. Y/n squeaked in surprise, bracing her hands against his chest as she melted into the kiss. She moaned as he backed her up against a wall, sucking on her tongue with fervor.

Y/n's heart was beating out of her chest when he broke the kiss, nose trailing down her neck with a deep inhale and a wet kiss to her pulse.

"I dont want to be your fucking friend."

He pulled back to look down at her seriously, green eyes boring into hers.

"Thank God." She mumbled, leaning in and again and pushing her lips against his. Judd's hands traveled down to her ass, lifting her up so her legs would wrap around his waist and his body would hold hers against the wall. A moan slipped from her throat when his lips began sucking on the skin below her jaw, hands gripping the hairs at the nape of his neck.

"You drive me fucking crazy, you know that?" He groaned, starting to slowly grind his hips against hers. Y/n could feel the hard bulge in his sweats.

"Yeah?" She huffed, hand traveling under his shirt to feel his abs. Judd pulled his head up from her neck, panting and hot as y/n placed her forehead to his. Her eyes stayed on his as her fingernails raked down his stomach and slipped just under the waistband of his sweats.

"Show me." She said.

"OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT." Maury Breathed, pulling at his face.
"IS THIS IT???"

"Good job y/n! I love the initiative!" Mona cheered.

Judd's face spread into a smile, and immediately his hand joined hers at his waist band. He used his free hand to support y/n and sit her down on the bed, then moved it down to undo the strings of his pants. He chuckled at how y/n shamelessly watched his hands, almost drooling as he flipped his shirt up, holding it in his teeth, then he lowered his waistband, happy trail and v line becoming increasingly more visible until,

"Y/n! Come downstairs and say hello to your cousins!" Y/n's mother's voice rang from downstairs.

"FUCKKKKKK." Maury wailed in frustration.

y/n herself huffed exasperatedly, pushing Judd back and heading to the the door of her room. Judd in her absence, pulled his pants back up and readjusted them, trying to hide the heavy bulge in his boxers.

Maybe this was going to be harder then he thought."

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