I know your pain

Haunting memories

If you haven't already, please go read Never Know and come back to this story, or you'll be confused by everything going on.
- short boring chapter but I promise it will get good 😼

Ricky's pov
Tightly gripping onto the bed sheet, I found myself lost in a dream about that fateful night. The memory of her words, "RICKY," echoed in my mind, piercing my heart with every scream. Suddenly, I was jolted awake by my own voice, screaming out her name, "ROWAN!" My body was shaking, and I felt a deep sense of despair welling up inside me.

"Ricky...this is the third night in a row," Chris said sadly, "We are on a small tour bus, and we can hear you. I know you miss her, and so do we."

"I can't do this," I replied, my voice trembling, "I need her back...the babies need her." Tears streamed down my face, as I struggled to come to terms with the reality of losing her in front of my face.

I scrolled through my phone, looking through pictures of us together. While looking through photos, Rosie and Caleb started to cry. They crave for their mother's attention; mine isn't enough. I got down from the top bunk and went into the living area. "Hey, babes.. mommy isn't here right now, but I promise I'll do whatever I can.." I say quietly. Vinny tiredly came into the room to help me. "Hey man, don't be hard on yourself. We will find her soon." He says. I nodded slowly as I picked up Rosie, and Vinny picked up Caleb. "I bet mommy misses you both..." I say in a sad tone. "Ricky... stop... it will be okay.." Vinny tried to speak in a comforting way.

Chris' pov
I just got off the phone with the police again they haven't heard anything from Rowan or Leo. My kid has been taken by some crazy man and she is nowhere to be found. I don't know how many more sleepless nights I can handle. I walked into the living room "Listen, man, the rest of the tour has been canceled let's go to the mall in the morning and see if we see anything" I said and he looked at me in a sad way. "I don't know... it's going to be hard with the babies.." Ricky said. "We are going Ricky, this isn't up for a vote," I say in an annoyed tone.

As I sit next to Ricky, he frantically scrolls through his phone, hoping for any updates on his missing wife. "Who knows maybe there will be some clues, or maybe the news will come on about it," I say, trying to offer some comfort. Seeing the stress and worry on his face, I reach over and take his phone away. "No more phone, get some sleep for once. Your worrying too much isn't good for you or the babies. Just calm down, and we will find her soon. They couldn't have gone far," I say in a reassuring tone.

However, Ricky isn't convinced, and he asks, "What if she texts...?" I slowly pull out her phone and remind him, "She dropped it, remember?" He looks at me with a mixture of sadness and frustration, realizing that he won't be hearing from her until she's found. We both sit there in silence, hoping and praying for her safe return.

I remained seated beside Ricky's side watching over him until he finally drifted off to sleep. It was fortunate that the newborn babies were sound asleep in their tiny crib. Despite being born only a few days earlier, they already resembled their parents, Ricky and Rowan. I couldn't help but feel a sense of warmth and admiration for the adorable little beings. However, as I sat there in silence, I couldn't help but wonder about Rowan's whereabouts and well-being. I sincerely hope she is doing alright, wherever she may be.

Rowan's pov
As I sat in the unfamiliar room, I couldn't help but feel the weight of my absence from my family bear down on me. It had been days since I last saw them, and thoughts of my husband Ricky and my newborn babies consumed my mind. I knew they must be so worried about me, and I missed them terribly.

Desperately, I tried to reason with Leo, the person who was keeping me away from my family. I pleaded with him, and explained that my babies needed me, that I needed to be with them. But Leo was unyielding, refusing to let me go until my family came to "fight" for me.

His words were like a punch to my gut. Tears streamed down my face as I imagined my babies crying out for me, wondering where their mommy was. I couldn't bear the thought of being away from them for any longer.

But despite my pleading, Leo remained unmoved. He seemed to have no sympathy for my situation, and his tone was harsh and unsympathetic. With every passing moment, my heart shattered a little more, and I felt a mix of sadness and anger coursing through my veins.

At that moment, all I wanted was to go home, to be with my family again. But with Leo standing in my way, it seemed like an impossible dream. I clenched my fists and bit my tongue, trying to keep my emotions in check, knowing that any outburst could only make things worse.

As I sat there, trapped and alone, my heart ached for my family and for the life that I so desperately wanted to return to.

As I sat in the room the TV turned on showing breaking news all over it. "Breaking news! A young woman has been taken away from her family a few days ago. While the Members of Motionless In White were at their show a dangerous man came and took this innocent woman. She has short black hair, Blue eyes, and is short. If found please call 9-1-1 immediately. Her family misses her. Thank you" the news reporter said. They did that for me..? Oh, how I miss them.

I started to feel my body sting in pain as I remembered that I didn't cleaned my wound properly or fixed the stitching. I bit my tongue and kept my mouth shut. "You saw nothing about that news! Do you understand!" Leo shouted at me before slamming the door. "I understand.." I say quietly. "WHAT?!" He shouted. "I said I understand!"I shout back at him.

"Good, ash will be back soon, she wanted to make sure that the boys didn't find out where we are located." Leo said. "They will find me eventually... Ricky can sense things quick and he will figure it out before anyone else!" I spat. "Well see about that, you're both weak!" He shouted before leaving the room.

I hope Ricky finds me soon...