I know your pain

My everything

Rowan's pov

As I slowly woke up from my sleep, I was hit with a sharp pain in my arm. I winced and flinched at any sudden movement, trying to find a comfortable position to ease the pain. "Ricky," I cried out, hoping he would hear me. He quickly turned to me in panic, looking worried and concerned. "What's wrong? Are you okay?" he asked, his voice full of worry.

"Please, I need my pain medication," I begged, tears starting to form in my eyes. My arm throbbed with pain, making it difficult to focus on anything else. Without hesitation, Ricky got up from the bed and went to our medicine cabinet to grab my medication and a glass of water.

"I'm so sorry you have to deal with this, hun," Ricky said, his voice gentle as he handed me the medication and water. "The cast should be off soon, and then you'll start feeling better. I'm here for you, always," he added, placing a comforting hand on my shoulder.

I felt grateful for Ricky's presence and support, knowing that he would always be there to help me through the difficult moments.

Ricky turned towards me and said, "After our few days of tour, we'll start working on planning our wedding ideas." I couldn't help but feel a rush of excitement and nervousness all at once. "Sounds good?" he asked, eagerly awaiting my response. I nodded, my heart racing with anticipation.

Suddenly, Rosie and Caleb started to cry, and I felt overwhelmed. "Babe, do you think you can help me feed them?" I asked Ricky, hoping he wouldn't mind. He nodded, picking them both up and handing me Rosie. "You know I'm glad that you were able to have them even after all of the things that happened to you years ago," Ricky said, his eyes filled with admiration and love. I looked over at him while feeding Rosie, feeling a sense of gratitude and joy.

"Me too," I replied softly, thinking about the journey that brought us to this moment. It was a long road, but we came out stronger and more resilient on the other side. As we sat there, surrounded by our little family, I couldn't help but feel a sense of contentment and happiness that I'd never felt before.

Chris' pov

I was sitting downstairs packing things up for the tour when my mind wandered to Rowan and the tension between us. I couldn't help but feel guilty about the party and how it had upset her. Just then, Ricky emerged from his room with Caleb and Rosie in tow. "Hey man, they wanted to see their grandpa," he said, beaming as he handed me the babies. I took them with a smile, grateful for the distraction.

Curious about Rowan's condition, I asked Ricky how she was doing. He informed me that she was in pain but that she was a fast healer and would likely recover from her broken arm quickly. I nodded in understanding, relieved to know that she was in good hands.

As Ricky prepared to head back to the room to assist Rowan with changing, I thanked him for updating me on her status. With a sense of melancholy, I watched him disappear into his room, hoping that Rowan would forgive me and that we could put the party incident behind us.

As I was sitting on the couch, Ryan sneaked up behind me and whispered, "Ooo, the babies! Let me hold one, pleaseee." I turned around and saw him grinning from ear to ear. I couldn't help but laugh as I handed him Caleb.

"They are so cute!" Ryan exclaimed as he cradled Caleb in his arms, gently rocking him back and forth. I smiled and turned my attention to Rosie, playing with her tiny feet.

Suddenly, we heard Rowan's voice coming from the other room, "Ricky, why is there a big spider on the wall?!" she screamed in terror. I couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"It was Chris! He did it! It's fake!" Ricky replied as he walked out of the bedroom. "Hey, how dare you rat me out!" I joked with Ricky, who was now trying to hide his laughter.

Ricky's pov

As I was sitting on the couch, I saw Rowan storming out of our bedroom with an angry look on her face. It made me nervously laugh, but at the same time, I was curious to know what was going on. Rowan stopped right in front of me and said in a teasing tone, "Listen here! I may have a broken arm, but I will attack you all!" I couldn't help but chuckle at her witty remark.

Just then, I noticed Vinny sneaking up behind Rowan, and I knew exactly what he was up to. As he gently grabbed her, Rowan jumped in fear, and it was hilarious to watch Vinny's reaction. He started laughing uncontrollably, and Rowan shouted his name with a hint of annoyance in her voice. Vinny, who was still laughing, began running away from her, leaving Rowan standing there, trying to catch her breath.

As Chris packed up more stuff, he brought up the topic of their upcoming tour. Rowan looked around anxiously, her nerves starting to get the best of her. "So tour is next week," she said, "there's only a few shows on this run so it should be quick."

I could see Rowan starting to get more and more worried about the whole thing, so I pulled her close to me and wrapped my arm around her. "Don't worry, nothing is going to happen to you," I said in a comforting tone.

"Rowan, you'll be on stage with us this time if you want to be more comfortable," Chris chimed in. "We'll be watching you carefully."

Rowan's grip tightened, and I could tell she was still nervous. "Mom is okay with watching our babies, don't worry," I whispered to her, hoping to offer some reassurance.

She nodded slowly, and I could see that she was starting to feel a little bit better about the whole thing. I knew that it was going to be a challenging few weeks, but I was determined to do everything in my power to keep her safe and to make sure that she felt supported and loved during this time.

Now we wait for the tour to start..