Look with your Heart

Hopeful Surprise

Sanem heard the longing and love in Can's voice,

"What in the world is a better feeling

than to make love with the woman you love!?!"

"My litte FireBird,

I just want to

Look with my Hands

again!"

*****

And he did, he so did, 

Can's hands were magical, they didn't only look, 

his sensual hands touched Sanem everywhere 

those magical fingers of his could reach.

Can's hands looked all over her body, 

on the outside and the inside.

Those long fingers of his roamed 

over Sanem's beautiful body, 

over that gorgeous outline of her silhouette

and when she almost started to lose her mind,

Can's fingers finally looked inside her.

The moment Sanem came all over his long fingers 

and he licked his FireBirds's juices off of them 

Can knew one thing for sure,

he could live with the darkness which surrounded him

but he couldn't live without his sunshine anymore.

Sanem was his lifeline, his woman,

his future and she would become his wife in their future.

They were each others forever.

*****

The following days had gone by 

and Emre was luckily still not drinking but he was hurting, 

.............badly.

His body and mind craved for alcohol 

but with the help from Deren and Aziz,

Emre had to remind himself over and over again 

that he was the one who wanted to stop drinking,

that he needed to stop drinking, 

for the health of his body 

but certainly for the health of his mind. 

How much his withdrawal symptoms hurted him, 

he was the one who had to stop the drinking 

and had to endure this agony.

Deren was so good with taking care of him, 

Aziz couldn't be happier