Look with your Heart

So much love

Sanem had to close her eyes 

before she spoke the words 

she never wanted to speak.

"I.........., I......... can't get...... pregnant"

When she opened her eyes she saw 

all kinds of emotions on Can's face,

pain, 

hurt, 

grief, 

anger.

Sanem knew that her own face showed the same,

not knowing what to do or say 

she tried to stand up, she wanted to let go of his hand 

but he hold her hand so tight it was almost hurtful. 

Can felt her pain, her hurt, 

he felt her grief, her anger 

and he felt something else,

her anxiety,

Can could sense she felt like she could lose him,

the woman who brought him back to life,

thought she could might lose him.

How could Sanem think that?

Right away he answered his own question,

Can understood why because before Sanem 

came into his life he had felt the same way.

Broken.

Incomplete.

Not enough.

Can knew it was up to him 

to be here for Sanem now,

to make it clear to her

how he never wanted to lose her,

to reassure her,

he would never let her go.

Can had just found her,

while he was traveling all over the world,

searching for the one, when he was lost

to be finally found by her at his own home,

his true love, Sanem.

With a tearred voice,

"Sanem, please, my love, I don't know what you think 

you see on my face but don't ever let go of me, 

I need to feel your touch, you know if I don't feel you 

I don't know where you are, don't run away from me, 

please don't ever run away from me"

"Can, I..........am right here"

He bowed his head, to hide from her the tears in his eyes 

but she has seen them anyway.