Look with your Heart

Conquer

Nervously she turned to Metin.

".....Metin, I really could use your help

to get rid of this........ secret!!"

*****

Lelya felt so ashamed, 

she was seeking for true love and all that she got was true evilness.


She sighed anew before she went sitting down next to her sister 

who immediately took Leyla's hand in hers, 

Sanem was giving her sister 

silently her comfort and support.

Leyla glanced up to look Metin straight in the eyes, 

it was hard to look at this handsome man 

who she didn't really know 

but gave her already some sense of security,

some sense of protectiveness.

Slowly started Leyla to speak.

"I..., I have made an account on a dating-site, 

that app I downloaded on my phone and on my laptop,

I was just..... curious if I could find anyone 

who would be interesting enough to learn to know better

to eventually develop a relationship with....."

Leyla stopped with speaking 

until she continued with a softer voice,

"To find someone who would be also interested in me....

In our neighbourhood here I know every boy or man 

and they are all "brothers"  to me.

So I was just looking for someone to meet 

who was also curious and serious about finding love. 

After several weird encounters on that app,

I almost decided to delete it, 

until I finally thought I found someone 

who was seriously seeking for love. 

This man's profile picture was not bad at all

and he seemed genuine, writing to me openly, 

to tell me all about his job,

he was a gardener and where he lived, 

just outside of Istanbul. 

We started to chat privately........, 

......there it is where it went all wrong......"

Leyla turned her face away from Metin,

shook a little with her head 

and turned back her face to look at him again.

"This man was more....... experienced in relationships 

than I am and in time,