The Sky's Nightblood (Lexa X Oc)

Weakness

AN- so Lexa lovers its that time in season two where you know who dies. sorry not sorry I've never like him anyway

"Freya wait up" Bell says jogging to get to me "i thought i lost you out there are you okay" i keep walking "yeah I'm fine Bell" i hear him sigh and he grabs me to stop me from walking away "Freya you are not fine come on talk to me I'm your big brother"

his words remind me of what the lady in storm said and how he didn't stop Finn

"you are not my brother!"

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Bellamy looks shocked as i walked away from him. I don't know what got into him as he didn't stop Finn he just sat there when he saw what was going on, and that's not the brother i grew up with, the one i knew. I walk to my tent apparently me and Clarke are sharing which is just my luck. I pull open the flap and strip into my boxers and tank top and i get under the blanket like thing. And Clarke walks in "Freya the council made a choice we need to go" you know id love to be able to sleep but nope.

I walk into the meeting room seeing Kane, Abby, Bell, Finn, and now Clarke. "so what's the plan" everyone turns to look at me and Abby sighs "we are going to leave like Jaha said but Clarke is going to talk to the Commander in hopes for peace" these people are beyond stupid. "yeah good luck with that she is very pissed off and now Finn murdered thirteen innocent people which ruined any chance of peace" Finn walks out of the room I'm assuming because he knows I'm right. "Freya what the hell you are supposed to be on our side" Clarke is yelling at me while everyone is nodding and agreeing with her, "To me there are no sides in this, he murdered innocent people and yall did nothing to stop him if it were me id want you all dead" and with that i walk out, i need to figure out how the hell i can get out of this, i know Lexa said i could still take her up on becoming a part of her people and she would accept me but i just don't know. 

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Clarke came back from talking to Lexa so we are all having another meeting though i don't see why i have to be here. "so what did she say and how is Lincoln" Clarke sighs "Lincoln is fine" i look to Clarke and around the room, something else happened and she doesn't want to say "what did she say Clarke" she looks to Finn and starts crying "they want you Finn and there isn't  anything i could say to stop her" she then looks to me "she also said that her offer still stands and she hopes you take her up on it, do you care to explain that to us" I cannot help but smirk knowing Lexa is staying by her word on taking me in "nah not really bye" i walk out and get to the main yard. 

When i get outside i hear the grounder army chanting and all the torches lit "well fuck they really know how to scare the whole camp" Clarke walks up to me "they are just trying to scare us" i look out onto the field holding the army "they mean to scare you not me" i walk away. I'm waking along the fence and i see Clarke, Finn, and Raven and they sneak out so i follow them out, but my destination is different.

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I walk into the grounder camp and they all separate to let me walk by them, i walk to the biggest tent and get stopped "you even look at her wrong ill slice your throat" he seems lovely "let her pass" so Lexa knew i was coming interesting. i walk into the tent giving the big guard a smirk. "Freya have you come to accept my offer" Lexa sounds mildly hopeful "I've come to make you a deal" Lexa turns and looks at me "i have already made a deal with Clarke of the sky people" i nod already knowing this "yes but my deal isn't for the sky people its for me" honestly she doesn't have to even listen to my deal but lets be hopeful for once. "and what do you have to offer me" i smirk, this is going well "i know where Finn is and i want to be the one to take his life, ill join you, and ill fight for you" well that caused her to smirk oh god did i just fuck up fuck. "ill accept your deal but after we defeat the mountain i want to spar with you my warriors have already told me you are a fighter like us" smirking i stick my arm out "we have a deal"

AN-HIT THE PLAY BUTTON AND LET THE MUSIC PLAY

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Guards bring Finn back from the drop ship and tie him to a post and I'm in Lexa's tent "Freya you make take his life now" Lexa hold out her knife "thanks" i grab her knife and twirl it around my fingers.  I pull open the tent and get bombarded by Clarke "Commander take me instead of Finn, my hands are soaked in grounder blood" i look over to Lexa and see her sigh at Clarke "he's the guilty one". Clarke starts crying "but he did it for me" i look at Clarke "he dies for you then" i walk out of the tent.

The grounders separate and let me walk up to the post Finn is on "Freya don't do this please you are one of us you know he didn't mean too!" Clarke is screaming and being held back by Lexa's guard. "Finn you murdered 13 innocent people, you took the lives of elders and children, i do not know why you did it but i hate you for it but ill make this fast" Finn drops his head "thank you Freya" i walk closer and slide the knife directly into Finn's heart.

"NOOOOOOO" i feel my heart crack at the screams of Raven, I look at Clarke and she is ground crying, though i feel no pity for her. 

The grounders cheer for the death and i make my way back to Lexa, "it is done though i don't think the Ark is going to like it and they will probably try to kill me now" There is an ever so small smile on Lexa's lips almost like she is proud. "They will not be able to touch you as you are now Freya kom Trikru and will be protected by me"  I nod at Lexa's words and we walk into her tent waiting for Abby and Kane to get here.

Clarke comes walking in and she runs at me "YOU MURDER YOU KILLED HIM YOU FUCKING KILLED HIM" Indra stops Clarke "AYNA DIED TRYING TO MAKE PEACE COMMANDER, FINN DIED BELIEVING WE STILL COULD, AND YET YOU LET FREYA LIVE" (AN- for those of you wandering Anya died while Freya was still with the Lexa and Lexa found out when Clarke talked to Lexa just like the show) Lexa stands and walks over to Clarke "you will not talk to Freya kom Trikru like that she has earned her right to be here" Clarke turns to look at me she clearly figured it out "t-that's the deal, YOU BETRAYED US" 

I sigh "Clarke I've never been one of you and we both know it" this stops Clarke and she just looks at me with hate Lexa sits in her throne like thing "Clarke you are week for showing so much" Clarke looks at Lexa "what because i loved him or because i care" Lexa looks to me and back to Clarke "exactly that's weakness" 

So that's why Lexa is closed off its her belief that 

love

is

weakness

AN- Hey Lexa lovers i know I'm a day behind it took me a while to figure out how i wanted to write this chapter and it was a lot harder to write it and giving it justice in my own way i hope i can be forgiven, i am writing the next chapter this weekend but from March 8th to March 23rd i will not be writing as i will be in the hospital love yall.