I want you (TW)

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A/N- We are not doing where Nia's dead body goes back to the ark for reasons of the plot !SUMT WARRNING AND A TRIGGER WARRNING!

I open my eyes and notice Lexa staring at me, i smile as her eyes flicker back down to my lips. I do not wait a second longer and pull her back in for another kiss, this one has heat behind it, a hidden lust, something unspoken. I part my lips and trace my tongue over her bottom lip begging for entry, and she happily grants me what i want. I allow myself to explore her mouth with my own tongue, battling her for control she bites my lip and a little moan slips out of my throat and i feel her smile.

I cannot help but wonder if we have crossed a line.

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A/N- hehehe play the song while you read

We pull apart again trying to get our breathing to even out, but i cannot help but question everything "L-Lexa what". Lexa pulls me back into her kissing me making me forget all the words i wanted to say. I grab Lexa's waist and pull her closer to me, no room between us, i open my mouth and Lexa takes her chance slipping her tongue in my mouth. I moan as i feel her tongue explore my mouth, i dig my fingers into her, i open my eyes and see the wall not far from us. I walk us to the wall and see that its close enough, I slam Lexa's back into the wall and the gasp that makes it way into my ears makes me smirk. I lightly grab Lexa's throat and she smirks, and good lord i know I'm not in control with that simple smirk. I lean in and kiss Lexa again and god her lips are so soft, they are addicting at this point. Lexa's hands find their way to my waist and she smirks into the kiss. 

Without breaking the kiss Lexa flips us slamming my back into the wall which makes me gasp and she takes the chance and bites my lip making me moan into her mouth. I break the kiss and grab Lexa's waist picking her up, she wraps her legs around me, i carry her to the bed and toss her into it. "Lexa are you sure" i need to make sure she wants this, my control is slipping, "Freya I'm sure, i want this" those six words made all of my control disappear, i rip my shirt over my head and slowly climb on top of Lexa, I attach my lips to her neck leaving open mouth kisses. My hand grab the bottom of her night shirt and she nods and sits up allowing me to take her shirt off.  Lexa starts kissing my neck which brings a low moan from my throat, I push her back down on the bed and kiss her jaw down her neck and across her chest. I kiss the hard nipple before taking it into my mouth lightly sucking and scraping my teeth over the hard bud, i silently thank god for night clothes there's no need for a bra. I kiss my way over to the other breast doing the same treatment to that one. I lock eyes with Lexa and see her pupils are blown and filled with nothing but lust pure need, and i smile and kiss down her chest stopping at her shorts, I look up and lock eyes with Lexa and she nods. "words commander" Lexa groans "Freya if you do not take them off and continue i will lock you in a cell." I laugh and hook my fingers in the waist of her shorts and ever so slowly slide them off. I hear Lexa groan as she jerks her hips towards me, which makes me chuckle. "patience is a virtue Commander" the only response i get is Lexa pulling me up and flipping us and her shoving me into the bed and latching her lips to my chest. she waste no time in going further down leaving a trail of kisses, i raise my head as she gets to my sleep shorts, i see the smirk on her face and i cannot help but wonder what she is planning.

I do not have to wait long as she take the hem of my shorts with her teeth and pulls them off, and I'd be lying if i said that wasn't hot. She kisses up my leg getting closer and closer to where i want her but my ego isn't going to just let her win this fight, never, i grab a hand full of her hair and pull her up flipping us i trace my hand down her toned stomach i slow down just enough to tease her a little more. I hear a groan come from Lexa and i smirk as i run a finger down her folds she moans at the sudden contact, and it is music to my ears, Lexa grabs on to my shoulder her nails digging into it. I tease her entrance and she groans "Freya" this brings a smirk to my face as i slowly push two of my fingers into her and i moan at how she feels. Lexa moans loudly and grabs my face kissing me trying her best to mute her moans with the kiss. I keep a steady pace till she is ready for more, "Freya more" she moans into my mouth, and i give her just that, i quicken my pace and circle my thumb over her clit, enticing a loud moan from Lexa. This appears to give Lexa courage as i feel her hand move its way to my core, i gasp as i feel her fingers enter me keeping the same pace I'm giving her, "fuck Lex" i moan out. "Freya keep going fuck" 

Not much longer i feel the unmistakable knot in my stomach, knowing Lexa is right there with me i quicken my pace with my fingers, making Lexa do the same with hers. "Freya" Lexa moans my name in warning "i know I'm there to Lexa, cum with me." That is all that is needed, i throw my head back moaning out Lexa's name and Lexa is the same, she comes undone moaning my name and a few cusses. Her legs slightly tremor which make me mentally smile before i fall into the bed besides her seeing as I'm no longer able to hold myself up anymore. We are trying to get our breathing back to normal and come down from the high we just reached. Lexa cuddles into me and hides her face in my neck which makes me chuckle "sleep Lexa, we will talk tomorrow about this" and that is all she needs before she is asleep cuddled into me. 

(A/N- first smut writing good gosh i need to go to church or i just need to bleach my eyes and brain atp

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The next morning i wake to an empty bed and i cannot help but feel disappointed that Lexa left, but i get up and get dressed none the less. I make the bed and clean up any mess that we may or may not have made last night, god last night felt like a dream, well that was until i saw the lovely mark on my neck though i cannot complain i would do it all again. A knock on my door brings me out of my day dream. "enter" 

Titus enters the room looking pissed off, great what did i do now, "yes Titus how may i help you today" I watch him closely i do not trust him, but something is off with him right now and it has me on edge. "the commander must not be with you, it ruins her, ruins the clans, IT RUINS THE LEGACY OF THE PAST COMMANDERS TO BE COMMANDER IS TO BE ALONE" I look at Titus and see him reach into his sleeve of his robe and pull something out.

A gun he pulled out a fucking gun, stupid motherfucker. "Titus what will Lexa think if she finds out you killed me" Titus smiles and points the gun at me "she will think the sky people did it, see sky people weapon so they will have to be the guilty party, she will kill them all then she will forget you" Titus's face turns cold but i start run around the room dodging the bullets as he shoots them. "you are fucking stupid" i scream but that is when the door opens and i sprint to it, knowing that the door scared him so he is going to shoot there...


A/N- play the song and read

I make it to the door right as he pulled the trigger, i feel the bullet hit me and i look down seeing the black blood running down my shirt, the bitch really fucking shot me, damn this hurts like a bitch. "FREYA NO TITUS YOU MURDER" I  hear Lexa scream, oh god if i wouldn't have made it he would have hit Lexa, thank god i made it, I'm glad its me and not her, i feel my body fall to the floor. huh this is weird i feel cold is this really the end for me? am i really going to die?

I feel someone pick me up and place me on something soft but i cant really tell what it is. "Freya don't you dare give up on me you hear me, you keep fighting Freya." I see Lexa beside me putting pressure on the gun shot wound but i know it isn't going to help, I'm losing way to much blood way to fast. "its okay Lexa" I can see the tears in Lexa's eyes and that pains me i don't want her to be sad, "You'll be okay Lexa" I see Lexa shake her head "no no no don't say that Freya you will live you understand." I can feel my body want to shut down i can feel me losing the battle i can feel the endless sleep starting to take hold. 

"commander she isn't going to make it" I hear Titus say smugly and i can feel Lexa's anger but i see her push it aside and nod her head "in peace may you leave the shore, in love may you find the next, safe passage on your travels, until our final journey to the ground, May we meet again." I recite the goodbye of my people which makes Lexa whip her head to me. "no Freya no" I offer Lexa a small smile "you will find someone to love Lexa, it just wont be me, my fight is over" Lexa breaks out crying but she kisses me and i feel my body go numb and cold, the last thing i hear is Lexa.

"i don't want anyone else i want you" 








A/N- im so sorry this took me so long to write, i kept putting it off because i knew i was going to break my own heart lol but i hope you like this chapter and that was my first smut so dont hate lmao. any way i love yall thank yall for reading and no this is not the last chapter we have many more to come!


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