𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑

chapter 8

......... kristine...

                       ꧁  ʲᵉᵃˡᵒᵘˢᵉᵈ ᵏⁱᵗᵗᵉⁿ ꧂

I was eyeing Joseph up and down.
Who is this girl Bella?
Whom he adore so much.
I must be an mf who is getting jealoused over a guy I just met in the morning.

The girl is basically more beautiful than me so that makes her get more points to win the heart of Joseph than me.

I mean the way he portrays her is like as if she's an art he love.

She is the only  one with whom joseph ever sleeps or else he doesn't like anyone else in his bed.

Maybe the art has more vibrant colours.
This all is making me feel sick.

Joseph slightly opened the door where I heard somebody.

" Meoww "

I entered Joseph's room . " Meow?? " I said , trying to search who this is.

" Here you go ..this is Bella.. say hii baby . She is my freind kristina "

I was embarassed again.
What in the world is wrong with meeeee.
So she's the one of whom joseph was talking about.
Bella is basically the cat I saw with Joseph when he entered the canteen.
I remember one of the staff lady taking the cat away from his hand. So she was over here.
I was already getting red with embarassment.

I bent over and patted her , moving my hands over her soft fur trying to hide my embarassment

" hey kitttyy , you are actually more preetier than me and I could admit Joseph can never ever get any other when he have you"

Bella is basically a Siberian forest cat. She must be his favorite among all other he really adores. In which I am not.

Bella you do reminds me of wulf again. Joseph looks so happy around you . He is excited even when it's been few minutes he was not around you. Forgive me lord I don't want to ruin up this moment of Joseph who's excited to show me his cat around.
I started trembling again....

Stop it krisa...you can't..
I can't let Joseph see more tears

I must be looking teary,cause I'm bout to cry again. no silly dontt!..I know this hurts more than anything " bella.." I swallowed half of my pain . Closing my eyes , I whispered .

" Bella..I'm sorry I'm crying but..honestly you are soo lucky .. you are still with your best freind ... The person you love "

I tried harder not to get more emotional. I opened the door and went out ..I'm sorry Joseph but I just can't ..I just..it's harder to even stand infront of her . It hurts me more than anything.

I was all sobbing and weeping , was not even able to walk properly in this
Cloth I'm tightt wrapped with.  feeling like I'm tied with ropes . Standing in an empty corridor no one around is creepier where the silence is already killing me . Stabbing me hard ..breaking me into pieces . I couldn't even step further .

All my limbs are trembling.

Lord I must be really the worst that I'm going through this. Actually suffering. The light around me are flickering oh they went off ..it's all dark here
I ..I can't see anything.

"I just wanna be here where I can see no one ..nobody I don't want to go out in that world again. I can't survive ."

" Calm yourself down. You need to survive " I felt that warm hand again on my cold body going pale every minute as if the darkness has sucked half of my blood.

" Im sorry " I whispered.

" I should be the one to say sorry krisa ..I really didn't wanted to hurt you in this way." Joseph placed his hand on mine .

He hugged me tightly and kept on wiping my tears, trying his harder to comfort.
He always has that comfortable and warm touch I really need.
" Do you need a minute to stay here? " He asked in consent.

I just nodded barely able to speak .

" Joseph I really wanna thank you but I really don't know how .
I must give you the free pass for our bakery. I must give you everything in free. But I don't think this would even work for it "

I tried hard not to burst down again. I ruined my makeup , Im all again with wet eyes and sore throat.

" You get all okay and healthy. That's the only way you can thank me krisa.I'll consider only that as a big thank you "

He rubbed my arms. Kissing my forehead.

" You are absolutely the best person Joseph. I want you to stay with me at least up to the evening "

I raised my eyelids above , to picture his emotions proper if he really wants to.

" Um I'll need to leave this meet or whatever is going around right now down... I'll talk with my dad about this you don't worry. You wipe that all makeup out, note it down I hate makeup"

HE complained.
I laughed along with him.

You are absolutely the one I really need ..
You are my need !
My need Joseph.