𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑

chapter 9

Kristine

꧁ ᵇ'ᵈᵃʸ ˢᶜᵉⁿᵉ ꧂

It's been 4 weeks since me and Joseph met. Could say a whole month  I mean for me it is. FInally it's the last week of December and wulf what can I even say now. I already lost ninty percent hopes of me nd you together wulf just like we used to be. Yet these 7 days I'll be on leave and will only search for you.

26th of November Friday
It was the last when I remember I cried and was lost. Since me and Joseph hang out more from that day I feel a bit light and like a feather slowly leaving all the dirt behind.

I got to understand he is 28 years old. Makes him more elegant .

I must say Joseph helped me recover. He helped me with all things which were stabbing me. My therapist ... I don't even think I'd need one when I got my buddy Jeff.

Today it's 25th of December yesss it's Christmas. Um..well I am Shy!!!
but yesss its Christmas plus my mom's birthday andddd alsoo Joseph asked me out for a date.
Soo I will be walking down the streets with him .
Our hand in hand together.
Visiting all the shops which are already decorated and all snowy around.
I know it will be a bit difficult not to stumble down in the snow.
I guess that would be me of course as I'm the only one who's clumsy but....whatever. I'll be enjoying with him.
Plus I don't care bout my mother;s birthday party. I prefer living the life.

Also, date excuse is better for me  so I would be able to escape the so called GRAND BIRTHDAY PARTY of my mom. Mrs eulia rose.
Dad is also here today, he said he would be there before evening 5 so I really don't see any drama would be there.
Cause always when my dad is around.. my mother... she behaveesss yess she behaves infront of him and others very well.
Like he is the camera and she is the one being recorded.

Whatever we invited Joseph too. I mean Mr Joseph Martell .
I suppose I should tell my mom about me and Joseph.
I don't see anything bad telling her about us but not even anything good. Better things left untold.
Well
Joseph gifted me a beautiful navy blue gown which is perfect silky and so beautiful .
I don't have any words for this cloth. It's simple and elegant.
The long sleeves suits the square neckline and to get perfect curve there is beaded Chain like thing on the waist which looks somewhat to tie in the back and the gown goes long upto my ankle.
Also , the most perfect thing he gifted are boots which have more heels as he knows I'm clumsy and I stumble down easily on any dress.
He really cares about me.
What can I even say about him .
He is just gorgeous. I know today we would be a pair.

He wants to discuss about us to his parents.
So we need to be more formal. I surprisingly didn't knew this uptil today morning as he had these conversations with his parents.

You know breakfast time is equal to getting to know more about your family members. I must say Joseph really works hard and is out of the town most of the time then his little brother.
Yet, these days he really spent most of the time with me .
I can never get over his hazel eyes and blonde hairs, also his smile. Makes me drool over his lips the most.
Wait..what if he kissed me? Todayyy??? Noooo...
Im not prepared for this. What if I would be the horrible kisser cause I know boy must be the best. Um..I'm nervous ..lord no I won't let that happen.
But noo krisaa you need tooo? Will you just ruin up the moment? Of him kissing you.. of course not I won't do this I won't. Okay so I would say I got stung by a bee on my upper lip so we can't kiss. Yes ! That's my excuse. But I do wanna kiss him. His lips are something I wanna suck upon. He always smells like cherry.

I wonder why? Maybe Bella.
Bella is way too lucky tho. Soo miss kristine rose is getting jealoused over a cat. Yeah I am!

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Finally

It was finally the time . The doors were opened of our enormous Mansion.
I was already aquivered.
I mean excited not for the party but for Joseph.
I was already tired meeting new guests and introducing myself to them. It was 6 and yet no one was there. I mean the one I adore .
I was quite silent . Getting more silent every minute. I sat on the nearby chairs waiting for someone I actually know to arrive. I never really had freinds or whatever the shit is trending of making best freinds.
That was never my thing. Everytime I made I knew what exactly the next person used to think of me, maybe Im an expert of understanding people and reading their mind . It's easy for me. I was never the comforting one. It's just I cry a lot not a crybaby or a scardy kitten, it's just when the words hurt and we know we can do nothing , so in that situation I let go of my tears , expression anger?sadness? And also the pain.

I was again blacked out thinking so I stood up and was about to step forwards when somebody patted my left shoulder. I turned immediately, expecting Joseph, I really didn't knew how can I start everything with .

So I closed my eyes .could smell fresh flowers ..
" mmm...wait...roses?" I can smell moree ..
" oh no...I don't want to open my eyes and ruin the surprise" somebody giggled on hearing my words .
" I ..I know this voice .." before I can open my eyes , I was all wrapped up in a warm hug.
" You've grown up a lot my baby!! Look at you....I don't think I can see this krisa as daddy's Princess"

" Dad!" My excitement came back as he engulfed me in his arms.

But soon all the excitement in me suddenly disappeared and what my eyes were showing were straight tears.
I started crying , gasping for breath.

" Aww Don't cryyy, I'm here forever with you "
he again enveloped me in a hug.
I can see him teary too.
This is what love is.
This is what love feels.
This is what love makes you.
All the cameras were on us now and my mother I don't know where she was but no sooner she was also here with us. Her love filled tears showed how much she missed dad.
My mother must be the worse one but dad was her first love. I can't explain their love life. But I can confirmly say out loud . They had the best life. Somewhere things went worse when my mother had miscarriages . But dad helped her get out from blue.

" I really missed you a lot my love and my little rose". Dad bought roses for me , he knew I love roses that's why he calls me little rose.
For him I would still be a kid but for my mom maybe I'm even dead.
" I must say I'm grown up now I'm 22 dadd?"
I complained , sitting near him.
" You must be grown up my little birdie but for me you would always be my little rose".
I was not done yet Pouting.
" Ah ohkie okay you are not a princess now " , I smiled hearing that. " You are  my queen okay? "
Aww..
Why do he always mentions that.

" I honestly missed you a lot dad " I hugged him trying to hide the emotions reflecting on my face.

" I'll be always there for you krisa. You are the only rose I adore the most
" he said kissing my forehead.
I really love him more than my mother.
He showed me around the world sitting chilling in ..where my mother never even touched me with love.
Dad's every word , his every touch and Every stare , note , makes me comfortable.

I feel safe
Safe around you dad...