12"yam fi who?"

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To be honest yah never feel awkward yet if yah never inna a room with yah mn n him guy fren dem

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To be honest yah never feel awkward yet if yah never inna a room with yah mn n him guy fren dem

Laala mamz seh r man

Kmt yuh kno weh me me mean ..

I'm sitting beside zaheer on the couch and his three friends are across the room . Them deven a look pon me inno but every minute them lean in a talk to each other then start laugh

Me just know a me dem a chat inno

Me just know!!!

Caz weh the joke deh ?

Sure a red nose no deh pon me face

Kmt Chro

I've also notice that no one runs gay joke like straight guys .

Every minute a gay joke come outta the lil dranko dem mouth
Like dem a rub tail

Since zaheer picked me up with them in the car I've heard every fruity joke there is .

"Sooo khyla yah know me g rate yuh doh" says the one I think is Jevii . I look over at zaheer seeing him trying to hide his laugh

Aiin shiii funnny nicca

" Umm firstly is 'khyra' n secondly love that fi yah g n him ratings"

"Jah Jah " comes gio as he burst out laughing "why mamz a move so violent "

" that mah say , is a innocent mistake inno b"comes jevi again

"Fuck yuh just call r?"

"Kl nuh Sinna" (zaheer nickname )

"Eh dawg never mean it so mn"

"Watch yah mouth ute n go b eh he she gyal yah fuck"

😂then a wamu to the ppl em son

"Kmt see them fckry yah"

Anxiety a kill me left right n center bcz y would he invite me over knowing his frens would be here
Mi no like crowd inno n me no like deh roun new ppl

Feel like mi no kno how fi act r wah fi seh Chro

Mnl rn if me stand up prolly drop pon me face the way how me knees jelly

"A good ute mn , matter a fact a the best Ute yah go ever meet" Comes Theo continuing the convo

"An mah go believe ntg weh come outta any a the three a unno mouth? Crazy crazy "

Gio laughs out n ask weh me a try say like me pretty sure anno Spanish mah talk

That a the number one lie a male will tell yuh 'him a good Ute mn'

All when them know say dem fren out here a eat ppl daughter heart

That's y meee????

Fraid a man

See man ?

Man make me fraid

Now this have me overthinking caz weh mah do yah so ?

Jah me woulda even just give up me v card to him just like that .

Sigh

Is like me get stupid r summo

Issa idiot me mada grow inno

Big Scooby-Doo

Muss tpc

This is what happens when yuh guard yuh kids too much the first attention they get them run to it .

Well Ano the first attention mah get but unno know weh me mean

Deven know if him have feelings fimi or he just wanna hit ?

But rmr he stopped..... adds my subconscious

Prolly just a play the long game . Man wikid n they'll do anything to score

I do actually like him tho ... n if he's playing me it'll hurt .

Really fucking bad

" hey hey Wsp ?"

Zaheer asked prolly noticing how silent I am

" ntg ..can u drop me home ?"

His fave looks confuse as he's trying to read me
Cwa do that fada

Master me póker face yf

"Oh ohk sure let's go "

Walking out his friends say bye to me with guilty looks on there faces prolly thinking that they're the reason I'm leaving

Chro

Connecting my earbuds I go to my Ai milly playlist tapping on me vs me
......

"You sure you're good "

We're now on the road on the way to my house and I've been silent since

"Yh yh I am "

He looks as if he's about to say smthg more but instead he shakes his head n says ok.

This is the most awkward a car ride with him has been , the tension in the car is over bearing n neither of us r doing anything abt it .

Pulling in my community he parks at the lane front to drop me off .

"Bye " I whisper then exit the car without hearing his response.
Sigh

Moving off I go to the side walk as I hear a car approach not wanting it to hit me . I look back seeing zaheer still parked at the spot and I can feel his eyes on me .

What should I do what should i do

Saying fk it I turn to make my way back to the car when a taxi comes in veiw and my mom and I eye makes four as she sits at the front .

Shit shit shit

She's not supposed to be home until atleast 8pm
It's just 6

Seh looks at me then at zaheer car then looks down on her phone as the car drives away

Then only thing I can say is

God

Protect me













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