To be honest yah never feel awkward yet if yah never inna a room with yah mn n him guy fren dem
Laala mamz seh r man
Kmt yuh kno weh me me mean ..
I'm sitting beside zaheer on the couch and his three friends are across the room . Them deven a look pon me inno but every minute them lean in a talk to each other then start laugh
Me just know a me dem a chat inno
Me just know!!!
Caz weh the joke deh ?
Sure a red nose no deh pon me face
Kmt Chro
I've also notice that no one runs gay joke like straight guys .
Every minute a gay joke come outta the lil dranko dem mouth
Like dem a rub tailSince zaheer picked me up with them in the car I've heard every fruity joke there is .
"Sooo khyla yah know me g rate yuh doh" says the one I think is Jevii . I look over at zaheer seeing him trying to hide his laugh
Aiin shiii funnny nicca
" Umm firstly is 'khyra' n secondly love that fi yah g n him ratings"
"Jah Jah " comes gio as he burst out laughing "why mamz a move so violent "
" that mah say , is a innocent mistake inno b"comes jevi again
"Fuck yuh just call r?"
"Kl nuh Sinna" (zaheer nickname )
"Eh dawg never mean it so mn"
"Watch yah mouth ute n go b eh he she gyal yah fuck"
😂then a wamu to the ppl em son
"Kmt see them fckry yah"
Anxiety a kill me left right n center bcz y would he invite me over knowing his frens would be here
Mi no like crowd inno n me no like deh roun new pplFeel like mi no kno how fi act r wah fi seh Chro
Mnl rn if me stand up prolly drop pon me face the way how me knees jelly
"A good ute mn , matter a fact a the best Ute yah go ever meet" Comes Theo continuing the convo
"An mah go believe ntg weh come outta any a the three a unno mouth? Crazy crazy "
Gio laughs out n ask weh me a try say like me pretty sure anno Spanish mah talk
That a the number one lie a male will tell yuh 'him a good Ute mn'
All when them know say dem fren out here a eat ppl daughter heart
That's y meee????
Fraid a man
See man ?
Man make me fraid
Now this have me overthinking caz weh mah do yah so ?
Jah me woulda even just give up me v card to him just like that .
Sigh
Is like me get stupid r summo
Issa idiot me mada grow inno
Big Scooby-Doo
Muss tpc
This is what happens when yuh guard yuh kids too much the first attention they get them run to it .
Well Ano the first attention mah get but unno know weh me mean
Deven know if him have feelings fimi or he just wanna hit ?
But rmr he stopped..... adds my subconscious
Prolly just a play the long game . Man wikid n they'll do anything to score
I do actually like him tho ... n if he's playing me it'll hurt .
Really fucking bad
" hey hey Wsp ?"
Zaheer asked prolly noticing how silent I am
" ntg ..can u drop me home ?"
His fave looks confuse as he's trying to read me
Cwa do that fadaMaster me póker face yf
"Oh ohk sure let's go "
Walking out his friends say bye to me with guilty looks on there faces prolly thinking that they're the reason I'm leaving
Chro
Connecting my earbuds I go to my Ai milly playlist tapping on me vs me
......"You sure you're good "
We're now on the road on the way to my house and I've been silent since
"Yh yh I am "
He looks as if he's about to say smthg more but instead he shakes his head n says ok.
This is the most awkward a car ride with him has been , the tension in the car is over bearing n neither of us r doing anything abt it .
Pulling in my community he parks at the lane front to drop me off .
"Bye " I whisper then exit the car without hearing his response.
SighMoving off I go to the side walk as I hear a car approach not wanting it to hit me . I look back seeing zaheer still parked at the spot and I can feel his eyes on me .
What should I do what should i do
Saying fk it I turn to make my way back to the car when a taxi comes in veiw and my mom and I eye makes four as she sits at the front .
Shit shit shit
She's not supposed to be home until atleast 8pm
It's just 6Seh looks at me then at zaheer car then looks down on her phone as the car drives away
Then only thing I can say is
God
Protect me
Hey guys I'm sorry for taking so long to update y'all have every right to be angry at me 😭😭plz don't be tho
I really love y'all for taking the time out n reading my book tho I may love those who comment n vote just a tad bit more 🥹😭
Stay safe n happy
Nicotine ❤️🩹
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