"Stop touch me nuh bredda !"
A gasp escapes my lips as he grips my neck and pull me to him
"Weh me tell yuh bout calling me bredda humbrey "
"Zaheer just Leggo offa me before me scream in yha !"
The blood the blood the blood and tha likkle handi...
"Caz yah no need no odda man n me no love no other gyal bbyg yuh a me heartbeat complete me girl yah cya leave" ~Armanii rough patch
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I feel so stupid at the fact that I miss him so much ,I haven't seen him since our last encounter and even though it shouldn't bother me it hurts that he haven't tried to text or even call , it's like he's given up and that thought makes me feel pathetic because I'm here waiting for him.
It's reach a point where when I wake up his name is the first thing in my mind and it's the last thing I think about before bed .I also want to delete the pics of him I have but I can't find it in my self to , beyond a doubt this hurts .
Not only that but even though i know I'm in the right I find my self making excuses for him and blaming myself with what if what nots or maybe I was too impulsive and I should've not jumped to conclusions about the situation, thinking that maybe he has a sensible reason for alla this or that we're different people so maybe in his self he's right and I should think about it from his perspective. All in all these pass days has been draining And the craziest thing is I wasn't someone who answer dms or even entertain people but here I am doing that .
I need something to fill the emptiness that's left behind bcz when someone who was apart of your daily life disappears it leaves u not knowing what to do with your free time and u damn well didn't realize how dependent u were on their presence .
Then the conversation I'm having with the other guys feel dense and I find my self comparing there response with how he'd respond,sigh I'm tired .
Deleting Instagram and TikTok I close my phone and get up , I really need a break from them..
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I shouldn't have gone.
When Angel texted me — "Slide thru, I swear Zaheer's not even here. Jus' me. Promise." — I hesitated. I read it twice. Then again.
I knew it was bull
Definitely one it had smthg to do with him
Tried to convince my self that I was going for angel but I doubt I was fooling anyone .Even while my chest tightened and my fingers shook a little, I still found myself getting dressed. Hoodie. Leggings. Hair tied up, like it didn't matter.
